Notes

sedaiya seeing me and me seeing her with her boo thang
she gave me a flower -- it is then that it hit that this was a proper date (I thanked the lord above that I changed what I was initially going to wear)
I felt so nervous and lowkey awky
we got dinner, I barely ate because I was nervous LMAO (she paid, i felt like a lil princess lol)
we then parked and smoked a bit
then we eventually made out, it got handsyyyyy
then we moved to the back seat, i sat on her lap and made out
she laid on top of me and made out some more
she LICKED UP MY NECK
mouth was on my tiddies -- i REALLY LIKE getting my nipples sucked - like I know it feels good to play with them by myself, but having someone else put their mouth on it was just faskdbgvl;sdhoabd;hgau;g
we eventually got up and went to Havana 59 to dance
we saw Avery and her white friend that was dating the really tall white dude that poured us drinks at Hannah's party
she asked if Jordan was my girlfriend and I froze up and Jordan spoke for me and said this was a date (in my head I was like 'WHY DID I NOT JUST SAY THAT')
i realized here that it was my first time really feeling discomfort as a queer person, --> I can't tell though if I was uncomfortable because of the fact that its a lot of people or if it was the fact that we were clearly together and it was a shit ton of straight men present --> we also kept on bumping into people/being bumped into
anywayyyyysssss
we left

I went to her place
she gave me clothes to wear and put on a movie
but as soon as we laid down, she was already kissing me


MORE MOUTH ON TIDDIEs
she touched my clit
then we used a vibe

SHE WENT DOWN ON ME
it felt so good, I came when she used the vibe and both and didn't let up ---> LIKE SHE HELD IT THEREEEEE
then I went down on her ---> pussy tastes... interesting, but I tried, idk if she liked it though because I did it for less time than she did me
I fingered her while she used the vibe.. she said she came but I don't know if she did or not because i didn't feel the pussy pulses
-- I WANNA GET BETTER AT FINGERING AND MUNCHING BECAUSE SHE HAD ME UGHHHG

she called me pretty (crying emoji bc I can't stop thinking about it)

SHE TOOK CARE OF ME ughhghghgh

after we cuddled and slept

we tried to scissor but I wasn't feeling it