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Little did you know -_-

You thought you could destroy me. Make me jealous, and make me hurt. At first her plan worked. She tore us apart. But the worst things was that sarah fell for it. She made rumours and spread them secretly about me. Then she came online. I was following her and I genuinely wanted to be her friend. Because I wanted my best friend back. But she was jealous of me and hated me. Now hate is a strong word yes I know, but she really did hate me. LIKE STRONGLY. I thought she liked me. One day sarah was at her house. They messaged me and asked if I wanted to meet at the park. I said yes. So I got dressed and headed down to the park. Obviousley just to find out that they were not there. I was hurt. Torn apart. But this was NOT going to destroy me. I had a plan. A big plan.


So my plan was smart. Very smart. Even though it was going to be tough, I had to go on with it. This had made me even stronger. I was ready for this. I had to be. How coul I be the kid in the playground that has no friends ? I couldn't be and I wasn't ready to be or planed to be. So it began. I obviously started this of slowely .... It took time and effort. But what is this plan you may ask? Well here it is.

The plan:
1.Act nice to them both. Including there friends who I didn't really like either.
2.Slowely start talking to sarah but not getting too carried away with youself.
3.Start to ask questions that had worried me or I had been thinking about for a while.
4.Break this shell.
5.Wait for something to lurk around the corner...

And ofcourse something did lurk around the corner. Sarah has nearly always ( As far as I know ) been good friend with a girl called emma that is in her class. Emma and erin have the exact same relationship as me and erin do currently and probably forever more! But we will get onto that later. So basically, one day erin sent sarah a message , telling her that if she is going to be friends with emma, then she can't be her friend. Sarah blew off at this and completely blew up there friendship. This was the perfect time to jump in.

One day when erin was off, sarah walked home with me, but she then asked if I was coming out. I was completely shocked but agreeded to this suspicious plan... After that, me and sarah have slowely but surely built our friendship back up, but this time, it was/ is stronger than ever. So now I laugh at this little bitch. I think of how she has a million siblings because her parents probably are to poor to look after her. What a shame.... On her grannys side.


Karma is a funny thing you know. Comes around everyones corner, and quite thankfully aswell. Even tho a lot of people hate it when it comes to them, they love it when it comes to other. So this little cow now has about 2 friends and is having arguments that are pathetic. Although I still don't have full trust in sarah... she is a year older now and is getting more mature ! Karma, karma, karma.... always around her corner.... HAHA.



So that's my story. Thank you for reading :)