Notes

so uhm u should know i never do this kinda stuff cause i find it really cringe and weird and overall just stupid. my whole life ive found romantic things and stuff like "crushes" stupid as hell bc its just so ew and i mean i still do but ever since ive actually had a "crush", it kind of changed my perspective toward crushes and love AND LITERALLY EVERYTHING OK so erm if u dont know what this is its basically a letter containing everything i feel about u cause i figured i should tell u all of this before the school year ends and before its too late. before, i only saw u as a classmate and nothing else. but when i actually talked to u during 5th grade i thought that u were actually funny and nice to hang with. i didnt like u then bc we werent close and ive heard multiple rumors about u liking other people so i was like nah ill stay away. but one day u randomly texted me and i was confused cause like what we werent even close, i obviously dont remember the conversation cause i apparently have stage 5 amnesia, but u continuously texted me so i was like oh ok, i was okay with it at first and like i didnt think anything of you and of it, until our teachers started shipping both of us HAHA i thought it was really random because we had more interactions in chat and not in real life so i was confused why they were shipping us. (specifically miss kris and miss christel) ever since then ive slowly started developing mixed feelings for u and i wasnt sure on what to do about it because back then i was 100 percent sure u didnt feel the same. so i kept it to myself until february. the first person who i told about my mixed feelings for u was ahree. actually, i didnt tell her but she guessed it cause i told her to and she guessed it first try so i was flabbergasted and i asked her how she knew about it and what she said? ill save it for another story lol ok anyway so after ahree we told yohan, actually yohan guessed too and she got it right first try cause she said it was obvious. and then i told arzelle because she basically forced me to tell her, and then we told precious and marc and HAHAHHA THEIR REACTIONS WERE PRICELESSS they were both so supportive and then i told ryang and gwen and they were also supportive about it. but ofcourse, i thought it was just a "phase" because i felt like i was too low for u and like again we barely talked before so YAH