Notes

life what about it it's terrible my sister always telling me what to do and I cried myself to sleep yesterday night I miss Ryder very much I miss going to school I really hate my sister and I know that's really bad to say because she is going to collage very soon in about 2-3 years or so I just am really pushed in the dust but when someone need work to be done it's always me that talk to first no one else I am always put up to work not my brother not my sister me. I also got slapped in the face two times both sides of my face yesterday by my brother only because I bit him only a little bit thought but to him it was a big deal, I feel like I need to cry every day, but I don't I try to be strong every day but even that's hard to do. I never really had good friends growing up in elementary school but the friends I did have wasn't that bad but one that keeps wanting to come back to me when I don't want to talk to her every, but I will be okay i think but whatever. I know no one would ever read one of these notes that I'm writing but if someone does, I'm not okay never am hopefully I will soon or when I get a break from people and get freedom, I know it's America and your supposed to already have freedom, but it feels like I'm trapped in a bubble that I can't ever get out of.