Notes

well if this is all going as planned then you got the pictures and side notes either by leaving it in you car or some way i manage to give it to you without noticing if not then ummmm hi(: (i'm a weirdo i know) .., as for the rest of this plan you have to be patient, i'm not saying your not but i'm asking you to do this one favor for me a wait for a little okay.., please!<3. i know things between us are complicated but just give it time okay i promise you it'll be worth the struggle we're dealing with okay just keep you head up high and well think positive okay. I had to write this and do everything for this sh't within one to three days cause i knew i was going to keep pushing it so excuse for mentioning things now that may change in the future., with that said... you know Alex (old friend of mine you don't seem to like much) said stuff that was bugging me, truth is it might have but not to the point where i cared cause i personally didn't care., but as an example your mom, you may say you don't care that what you want is what you want and she can't really do much or you won't care what she says about it but because i know you too well i know it buggs you that you don't have her approval in this and shes not supporting you like you wish she would, and the fact that i know she already doesn't like me it makes it even harder to just let it fly by me. Giving her another reason to dislike isn't really part of my plan in life especially with her but i mean only time will tell what happens with that and hopefully i can fix it not only for you but for myself (kind of tiered having the people i care about a lot parent in general hate me, makes sh't complicated enough). Anyways the other things she mentioned was Linda., okay she doesn't bug me even if she tired i don't think she can why cause i got a chance to see her and talk and shes really cool about things and i could tell she does really care about you. What i can't do is look at her and see the lie we've been passing off like nothing, the guilt that i could do that to her knowing what she said to me when we talked.,