Notes

Nandini

Last 1 week se main nandini ke bare me sochte rehta hu naa chahte hue bhi.

Why do I like nandini kya nandini mujhe sirf pasand lagti Hai ya Mujhe usse pyar tha.

First and foremost, Nandini se Mujhe pyar to tha kyunki jis ladki Ko duniya galat bol rahi thi jis chijon ke liye Main kisi Aur ladki ko toilet nahin kar sakta use chijon ke liye bhi Nandini Ko Maine let go Kiya Hai.

Nandini is always my first priority mera pyar feelings yeh sab humesha se secondary first priority tha sayad yehi reason bhi hai ki ek time main khud nandini ko gf nahi banana chahta tha .

Main nandini ko dil se chahta tha esliye main uske saath close hua just it kyunki mere pass body ki need pura karne ke liye ladkiyan thi par kyunki feelings nahi tha unke liye esliye main hesitate krta tha unke saath close hone .

But mujhe Aisa feel hota hai ab ki nandini ke liye main bas ek option hu ya timepass friend jaise woh mujhe treat karti hai .

My perception about nandini

*I like her I love her isliye main 10 bar bhi apna self respect mitti mein rakh ke usko Apne se dur nahin hone Diya.

*Nandini khud meri gf nahin banna chahti aur Mujhe bolati Hai Ki Tujhe hi to pasand nahin Hai Ki Main Teri girlfriend Banu.

*As I earlier said mujhe mere liye Nandinise uska sath important tha mujhe bus Nandini se thoda genuine affection care expected tha per Nandini ka shayad Mere liye kuchh feelings nahin Hai I dont deserve affection love care.

*Main khud nandni ko girlfriend nahin banana chahta tha kyunki dar tha kahin relationship ke chakkar mein usko khona dun

*Main usko friend ke jaise to accept kar raha tha per hamare bich itna mis understanding tha ki kuchh samajh nahin a raha tha ki kab kya feeling kiske Dil mein kya Ho Raha Hai

*Nandini hamesha mujhse jyada kisi Aur ladke ko importance Dena pasand karti hai

*She always traits me like a normal friend in conversation

*Jab Main normal friend Jaise behave karta hun to usko objection hota hai ki tu acche se treat nahin karta trauma deta Hai yah vah

*Nandini acchi ladki Hai buri Ho jaane Main kisi ladki ko kyon galat bolun jab tak sath the meri marji se the vah koi invite nahin Kari thi ki tu meri life mein aaa

*Nandini aisi ladki Hai Ki Main usko buttering karke usse jhooth to bol kar ek fek friendship rakh sakta hun per mere pass pahle hi matlab ki bahut rishte Hain agar Mujhe matlab kahe dosti karna hota to Main itna effort kyon karta

*She always gives importance jo deserve nahi karta mujhe es chiz se koi matlab bhi nahi hona chahiye uski life kaha barbad karni hai kare jo ladko apne bestfriend ki baat nahi sunti meri baat kya ghanta sunegi

*Nandini yeh baat jante hue ki woh meri first priority hai agar mujhe achhe se treat nahi kar sakti to uski galti

*Mujhe pata hai mere dil me kiske liye kitna respect hai usko ka woh jaane

*Aaj Tak Jo tha woh tha Jo hua sab chiz bhula to nahi sakta main lekin haa if I don't feel respect and valued in any relation mujhe khud waha se step back karna chahiye esliye main Nandini se cut ho rha hu .


Closing

At last main apni galti Maan rha hu ki mujhe es dunia me dhoke khane ke baad bhi jis ladki ko class ke har bache galat bolte the jis ladki ke again mere sare dost the main sabse opposite hokar es ladki ke saath Raha kyunki mujhe sahi galat se fark nahi padta mujhe real aur fake matlab yeh sab ke rishte se fark padta hai

• Nandini ko main chahta to just friend rakh sakta tha par main thak gya hu jhoothe rishte nibhate nibhate esliye agar nandini ke saath honesty ka relation nahi ban sakta Mera to mujhe uske alawa koi timepass ke liye dosti nahi karna Just Let it go forget it whatever happened.
• Nandini bachi nahi hai har masoom dikhne Wale chehre masoom ho yeh jaruri to nahi .
* Main uske life me gya meri galti dil 10 baar aur tute sahi lekin 10 ladki pe firse bharosa karna hai koi to maderchod apni ho hi jayegi Jo jindagi bhar dost banke hi sahi saath nibha paye .
* ab Jo ho gya woh ho gya life ka yeh hissa ab yehi khatam hota hai agar Nandini mujhe thoda bhi apne life me rakhna chahti to woh humare bich ke misunderstanding khatam karne ka try krti lekin woh ladki humesha misunderstanding badhayi hai Kam karne ke bajaye woh kabhi aaj tak samne se mujhe rokne ka try bhi nahi ki hai to theek hai naa meri koi value nahi hai uske life me accept it and Let it go .......................