Notes

I treat others very well even if they treat me badly. I'm loyal in all possible ways so when I have a friend I'm gonna treat them like a friend I'm not gonna talk behind there back I don't talk about people behind there back in general I will say it to there face. This is where I disrespect myself it is when I get myself in stupid drama and end up hurting myself more then I hurt them. For the most part though I am very respectful towards others when it comes to first meeting them now if we become best friends then I treat them not so good because I feel like if this friendship moves on they need to know the real me and I am not mean I'm just sarcastic and it comes of mean. The only reason I'm very sarcastic is because some years ago a bunch of people kept telling me I'm to soft and take everything to seriously so I started to become very sarcastic. So when I do take something seriously I give it a lot of chances that's another reason I hurt myself because I can only take so much pain before I get tired of giving them chances.