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everybody irritating me everybody in here wanna either lie or wanna forget they said something. it's getting aggravating how everyone is changing 12 years isn't that far I'm ready to get on with my life moving forward and away from people maybe then she wouldn't have to say we are raising her blood pressure or we aggravating her everyday she says that like ok we get it. school hard to it's like I'm fighting for my life there I got punched in my mouth today by a retard and then got slammed by the door I hate it here. it's irritating all they do is yell, and they all talk I tired of being here I wish I had other family because I'm not moving with my dad because if he gets to yelling or get angry at me, I'm gone get irritated and won't want to be their maybe auntie Monica would want me and I wouldn't go where auntie Marquita at because Makyla, and Andrew over there and they work my nerves she eats anything off the floor or the table and I wouldn't want to be around Andrew period. he's a lying I still want my Takis and candy and Gatorade. maybe I would go over there with Sabrina, but her kids irritate me, and I'll just be there for the dog. I'll leave that for later. I also want to talk about what I would want to do when I'm older let first start off by stating that my mom is so irritating but then wanna be nice i just want to run away already but I will need a plan. First maybe when she goes to work, I'll pack my bag and then hide somewhere so nobody finds it. then ill pack everything i need to survive and then escape during 6:30 then take Deontae's scooter and ride to my dad's house and let him know what been going on and maybe live with him or if not, I'll ask a friend if I can move in or in call auntie Monica can she take me in, but I don't wanna be big backed. We'll figure that out sometimes during like. 16 how them girls be successful at their age and become realtors for houses. but I need to learn how to get money at that age and how to save it, and how to hide it. I need to have my own car at 15 and get my driving license at 16 and become an entrepreneur have a nail shop, hair shop, do lashes, eyebrows, verniers and the charms on the teeth and then I can get to do makeup!! have one kid and if their a girl I spoil it and if it's a boy I spoil and buy them whatever and get them whatever get them the latest styles and the latest hair styles whatever they want and i would want to move in with my friends, so our kids get along condo or apt.,