Notes

SVT INSPIRED:

Here's a little message I wrote, dedicated to my favourite kpop group, that have been my comfort place for so long now.

I first found you predebut, when you were still in that green room. I still remember the chaos, and how young you all were. It reminded me of myself, for I was young too. Now I'm older, and so are all of you. I became a bit distant, as I developed maturity. But after 9 years, I found my way back home.

You were no longer just a group, but the whole world to me. My comfort place, the ones who saved me. You continue to inspire, continue to help me grow. Always make me smile, and help me to find myself. You fix what was broken, and now I'm fixing myself. Its all thanks to you, that I don't feel so blue.

Though I'm still working on myself, I find motivation in you. From listening to new music, to watching going seventeen. 17 heartwarming minds, who would be willing to do anything for one another, and who constantly supports us. We love you, Seventeen, and so do I. Thank you so much for everything, and for being such an important part in my life. I hope one day we can meet, even if I'm simply watching you from afar, whilst you perform on that stage, in all of your wonderful ways. <3

Thank you to all of the members. You are constantly there to support one another, continuously being kind to one another. Thank you for being so kind to carats too, and also, thank you for not being too over the top, and still looking out for yourselves too, letting us know when its too much. Its good to look out for your own health, safety and happiness too, not just ours. Make sure to look after yourselves, as I know how hard life can get. Maybe I don't know how hard it can be to be an idol, but I still know the regular pressures of life, especially like those that affects your mental health. Never forget that we will always be here to support you!
I'd like to thank all of you for saving my life. I've been going through a difficult time, and finding you again last year has helped me out so much. Although my mental health still isn't great, I'm at least feeling happier, and safer, with you by my side. You are my comfort place, since you helped me out of a dark point in my life, and you still are to this day. I'm not relying on you boys solely, I'm working on it myself too, don't worry.
But thank you, you have saved and improved so many carats' lives without even realising. I hope you realise just how special, unique, and deserving of love you all are. Never forget to be you, and its okay to take breaks, to not always be okay. Look after yourselves, and let people help you when you aren't in the best of states. I'm proud of you boys, for coming so far, for being the massive idols you are today. I'm glad that I found you lot, and I'm proud to call you my favourite group.