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being thankful for being friends with you guys, it has been how many years 3 years? i can't exactly believe it. But i know i'm going to be inactive for like, I don't know how long again, and ghost you guys. I know we have our own friends now, but I do hope we're still friends, and we're still going to be friends even though we don't talk to each other that much due to one's time zone and business, but i love you guys. i know this song is overrated, but i dedicated " end of beginning " by djo to you guys. Because we started something and are almost ending it, the end of beginning means for me that we are almost ending but that we are still starting to find more friends. I know it doesn't have a connection to the song, but that's what it means to me. "And when I'm back in Chicago, I feel it another version of me is in it." Even though i have friends, i keep going back to you guys, i feel like i'm my old self again when i'm with you. "you take the man out of the city not the city out of the man." we can go have other friends but still long for each other; it's all bittersweet. We find ourselves still longing for this circle of friends because we grew from each other, we educated each other when we found one another wrong; we had ups and downs; our circle of friends always parted ways, but we kept going back and fixing it. I'm hoping to grow up with you for years and decades. I know this letter is late for Friends Day, but here I am making it. I'll write a special mention to each of you, firstly, Krista. i know we always fight and have misunderstood each other this year, but I really love you. You're my first friend; I went on everything with you, from us being weird Yao fans to this. We built many cofs together, but some failed, but you're still here with me. Four years with you were like a rollercoaster of emotions since we fought a lot and stuff, but even after all those things, you're still my friend. The second is Cio, Cio. You're the one whom I reached out to when I ghosted you guys this summer, and I was shocked when you replied. You're one of the purest friends I have. You know everything about me, and I know everything about you too. We spent a lot of time with each other, constantly ranting about our lives, knowing it's just the beginning. I appreciate our late-night talks sometimes. Even though before our friendship ended, you were the one to first reach out to me, and that's wherein I was like, Oh "this girl is pure; she's really my friend", and lastly, Cess. You're like my other half, we play every time, i feel like i can be weird with you since, of all of the members we had on our cof, you're the one with whom I spent the most time, and you know everything about me, too. When I had rough days, you would ask and comfort me, asking me if I was okay. I really appreciate that. I feel like you're almost my little sister, as we have the same interest in everything. Staying up late with you and playing games is the greatest thing I could ever ask for, and that's all. Even though I've been inactive, just know I've been thinking of you guys.