Notes

i am sexually attracted to men, but emotionally attracted to women. I don't know if i'M bisexual, or if i'M just going through a ''phase''. I'M very confused. I can't figure out if I like either girls or boys, or both? Maybe I'M just... weird but I don't know. If I am bisexual, I need to tell my parents, and I don't know what they would say... I've told my CLOSEST friends that I might be bisexual, pan sexual or something like that. For gods sake, I could be asexual.. but probably not. I don't know :(
One of my best friends, Tyler, suggested to wait for my feelings to ''develop'' and until then not tell my parents. Mostly because I'M still very young and shouldn't be thinking about these types of topics. Like, I could imagine myself having sex with a man, but not really with a women. I can imagine myself having a family with both, (maybe more men, but you get the point) and I can imagine myself living with both aswell. Although I might like men more then women, I still like both... kind of. So, maybe I am bisexual, maybe I'm not, maybe I'm going through a phase, maybe I'm just confused as hell ever since I learned about sexual orientation. But, quite frankly, I think I am just CONFUSED, and I just need to let my emotions and feelings develop. I've told all my closest friends and they've all accepted me. They supported me. They don't necessarily care, but in a good way :) SO, I've decided to take Tyler's advice. Wait. But, how long should I wait.. a couple years? Months? I, honestly, really don't know at all.

-I.H.R.D.K.A.A