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Hi Ms.Mack, I want to tell you things that are normalized in my home, that shouldnt be normalized. And I haven't been comfortable talking about it, because I didn't want nothing to happen, but honestly I can't live like this anymore. 
We don't have the proper nutrients in our home, and my Mother has Normalized buying big portions of chips, candy, pop, juice etc instead of less junk food and more nutritional foods, also the refrigerator is always empty or just has junk food in it. I told my mother that i won't be eating pork anymore because that food started to hurt my stomach but she just told me i was going to be a starving child , but the most thing that they cook is pork so sometimes i don't eat and be hungry or each whatever else they cooked.Inside my bedroom, the door is broken, The vent is completely open, I had to tape it up, the outlet plug is broken and that's a fire hazard. My window sash has a hole in it and in the summer my little brothers throw things out the windows. I can't go outside at all and my sister and I are stuck watching our siblings while my mother and her boyfriend go outside and party all night, everyday she goes outside and party comes back drunk. and when she is drunk she tends to yell about things that me and my sister aren't doing right like we could never satisfy her and when her boyfriend is drunk since he can't drink, because something with his liver he throws up everything he eats and drinks. Also while my Mother and her boyfriend are drunk he tends to tell her to do bad things, like if i did something and my mom is already yelling, he'll say something that involves hitting me. i can't go to afterschool and participate in anything because  my mom make excuses like grades not bring good enough or what not, but the real reality is she i have to go home to watching my brothers so she can leave and go party. my clothes tend to always smell like smoke, because my mom and her boyfriend smoke, but my mom is the one who smoke everyday all day, my mom doesn't like to wash are bed covers and stuff because she say the water bill goes up because of washing to much but in reality her boyfriends likes to start up the washer and drier everyday. she tend to yell at us about her problems and her boyfriend problems. and it alot more things that where phyically abusive but ill rather talk in person instead emailing those things