Notes

[6/5/2016 9:11:52 AM] L.L: You treat me like shit when I've given you everything
[6/5/2016 9:14:19 AM] L.L: It isn't fair, and I know you don't care if it is or isn't but not even caring about how I feel is pretty messed up
[6/5/2016 9:15:44 AM] L.L: And just to put this out there, I'm not the only one that thinks you spend a lot of time with Two. The differences in the way you treat us is completely different
[6/5/2016 9:15:55 AM] L.L: I don't understand why you can't just tell me...
[6/5/2016 9:16:51 AM] L.L: It really fucking hurts, I'm not gonna fight with him over you. I'm sorry, this isn't what I agreed to when we got back together
[6/5/2016 9:17:29 AM] L.L: And I have every right to suspect her because of all the stuff that's happened, it doesn't matter if it's in the past. Things can happen again
[6/5/2016 9:28:56 AM] L.L: I know you said to give you time for however long but I just can't deal with that, you told me we'd still talk and do things together but you pick Two and Riley over me every time..
[6/5/2016 9:30:17 AM] L.L: I don't mean to type out all of this stuff to you but it's frustrating when I get this treatment. You know exactly how I feel about you and yet you still continue to do this to me..
[6/5/2016 9:30:49 AM] L.L: And your unwillingness to talk doesn't help at all
[6/5/2016 9:31:29 AM] L.L: I've literally put my heart out there for you these past 2 months
[6/5/2016 9:34:28 AM] Francisco: Why are you so upset all of the sudden?
[6/5/2016 9:34:53 AM] Francisco: All I did was say good morning
[6/5/2016 9:35:08 AM] L.L: This isn't about that
[6/5/2016 9:36:02 AM] L.L: I'm upset because of the amount of time you spend with two and the way you treat me
[6/5/2016 9:36:35 AM] L.L: I can't just keep waiting for your decision like this Raea..
[6/5/2016 9:36:37 AM] Francisco: I don't treat you any way
[6/5/2016 9:36:46 AM] L.L: You treat me like shit dude
[6/5/2016 9:36:51 AM] L.L: Straight up
[6/5/2016 9:36:58 AM] Francisco: What's so bad about how I treat you?
[6/5/2016 9:37:08 AM] L.L: Are we not dating?
[6/5/2016 9:37:24 AM] L.L: Am I not your bf?
[6/5/2016 9:37:29 AM] Francisco: Afaik, yeah
[6/5/2016 9:37:44 AM] L.L: Then how the fuck is that fair treatment lmao
[6/5/2016 9:38:05 AM] L.L: I can't tell if you're just messing with me or of you seriously think this is ok
[6/5/2016 9:38:07 AM] Francisco: How is what fair treatment?
[6/5/2016 9:38:27 AM] L.L: The way you treat me
[6/5/2016 9:39:09 AM] L.L: The way you ignore me
[6/5/2016 9:39:39 AM] L.L: The way I ask you to do things and you just outright ignore me or change the subject
[6/5/2016 9:39:47 AM] L.L: The way you treat Two over me
[6/5/2016 9:41:07 AM] L.L: It feels like you're not interested in me anymore and you're rather spend time with Two
[6/5/2016 9:43:13 AM] Francisco: I'm changing the subject of Two because it's really kinda pointless, wouldn't you say?
[6/5/2016 9:43:32 AM] L.L: Not really no
[6/5/2016 9:43:46 AM] Francisco: Your mind is very much made up about her and I, there's no use in arguing about it.
[6/5/2016 9:44:07 AM] Francisco: But I really don't understand why you think I treat you like shit?
[6/5/2016 9:44:18 AM] L.L: If what I'm saying is true about you spending a lot more time with her then it's a valid concern for me
[6/5/2016 9:44:50 AM] L.L: Because I'll try to talk to you when you go to bed but you'll literally just ignore me and keep talking to her
[6/5/2016 9:45:13 AM] Francisco: Or I, y'know, go to sleep >.>
[6/5/2016 9:45:20 AM] L.L: It's just something I noticed, your interactions with her have ramped up a lot in the past 3 weeks
[6/5/2016 9:46:05 AM] L.L: Skype says you're still online for a pretty long time after you leave FFXIV
[6/5/2016 9:46:23 AM] Francisco: Noticed is a strong word, it's something you've assumed more heavily rather
[6/5/2016 9:46:49 AM] Francisco: That's creepy, but also, I have Skype on my phone >.>
[6/5/2016 9:47:38 AM] L.L: It's not creepy cuz your name is literally in the side of my Skype, I'm in like 3 different group chats so it's not like I'm only looking at yours...
[6/5/2016 9:49:14 AM] L.L: But my other point still stands
[6/5/2016 9:50:04 AM] L.L: You talk to her a lot more than you talk to me, throughout the day
[6/5/2016 9:50:32 AM] Francisco: Throughout the day now?
[6/5/2016 9:51:07 AM] L.L: Am I wrong?
[6/5/2016 9:52:14 AM] Francisco: Sometimes, sure, but then again, this past week, she and I barely talked
[6/5/2016 9:52:55 AM] L.L: Why am i second rate to you?
[6/5/2016 9:53:35 AM] Francisco: Because you always default to these conversations
[6/5/2016 9:54:36 AM] L.L: I wouldn't have to if things just went back to the way they were
[6/5/2016 9:55:32 AM] Francisco: I mean, I tried suggesting to chill out for a while, but you couldn't do that
[6/5/2016 9:55:56 AM] L.L: I was this last week
[6/5/2016 9:56:25 AM] Francisco: Nope
[6/5/2016 9:56:27 AM] L.L: Everything was going well but then you started ignoring me again etc.
[6/5/2016 9:56:44 AM] Francisco: You literally haven't gone a day with argueing
[6/5/2016 9:56:49 AM] Francisco: Not a single day
[6/5/2016 9:56:59 AM] L.L: There definitely has been
[6/5/2016 9:57:03 AM] Francisco: Nope
[6/5/2016 9:57:16 AM] Francisco: You got close once, but that's it
[6/5/2016 9:57:18 AM] L.L: Raid doesn't count
[6/5/2016 9:57:30 AM] Francisco: Not talking about raid
[6/5/2016 9:57:50 AM] L.L: I haven't brought up anything other than this this week
[6/5/2016 9:57:54 AM] L.L: Until now
[6/5/2016 9:58:04 AM] L.L: Well last night
[6/5/2016 9:58:17 AM] Francisco: You bring it up every single day..
[6/5/2016 9:58:47 AM] L.L: Not about ignoring me or bringing up Two
[6/5/2016 9:58:52 AM] Francisco: The only reason I'm talking to you now is to he nice
[6/5/2016 9:59:10 AM] Francisco: I'm sick of this conversation
[6/5/2016 9:59:22 AM] L.L: I am too
[6/5/2016 9:59:23 AM] Francisco: It's a waste of my time
[6/5/2016 9:59:44 AM] L.L: I know, but idk how else to bring up how I feel
[6/5/2016 9:59:50 AM] Francisco: How do you expect me to ever want to talk to you if this is always what you wanna talk about?
[6/5/2016 10:00:16 AM] L.L: Well you haven't given me that chance in a long time
[6/5/2016 10:00:47 AM] Francisco: I'm adversed to even saying hi to you because I know eventually you'll lead us back to this
[6/5/2016 10:01:11 AM] L.L: It honestly won't
[6/5/2016 10:01:14 AM] Francisco: I don't feel the least bit bad about ignoring you throughout the day when I do
[6/5/2016 10:01:27 AM] L.L: And that's what hurts
[6/5/2016 10:01:37 AM] Francisco: Because it's just how you've conditioned me to treat you at this point
[6/5/2016 10:01:41 AM] L.L: And that's why I do this
[6/5/2016 10:01:53 AM] L.L: I just want us back Raea
[6/5/2016 10:01:58 AM] Francisco: I mean, I'd literally rather do anything else then have this conversation with you
[6/5/2016 10:02:21 AM] L.L: I know
[6/5/2016 10:02:37 AM] Francisco: You hone in on Two because it's the name that most stings you
[6/5/2016 10:02:58 AM] Francisco: But really, I talk to lots of other people, not just her
[6/5/2016 10:03:03 AM] L.L: No it's because of all the things that have happened
[6/5/2016 10:03:09 AM] Francisco: And I'd rather talk to any of my friends over you
[6/5/2016 10:03:23 AM] Francisco: Because they don't waste my time with this
[6/5/2016 10:03:36 AM] L.L: Because they're not the ones in a relationship with you
[6/5/2016 10:04:10 AM] L.L: I just want to fix things
[6/5/2016 10:04:29 AM] L.L: I suck at talking and explaining things
[6/5/2016 10:04:42 AM] Francisco: Then stop making yourself into the last person I ever want to talk to
[6/5/2016 10:06:09 AM] L.L: So then when do I deserve to be put back in your eyes
[6/5/2016 10:06:25 AM] Francisco: I have no idea
[6/5/2016 10:06:39 AM] Francisco: But you'll know it when it happens
[6/5/2016 10:07:03 AM] L.L: Well
[6/5/2016 10:07:15 AM] L.L: How do I know this won't be like before
[6/5/2016 10:07:23 AM] L.L: When you said we would eb
[6/5/2016 10:07:48 AM] L.L: And then you just left me in the dark waiting and didn't tell me anything.
[6/5/2016 10:08:20 AM] Francisco: You don't know
[6/5/2016 10:09:10 AM] L.L: Then you can't say anything to me..
[6/5/2016 10:09:23 AM] Francisco: OK, I won't
[6/5/2016 10:09:32 AM] L.L: Not about that
[6/5/2016 10:09:41 AM] L.L: About why I act this way
[6/5/2016 10:10:05 AM] L.L: I want you to talk to me and tell me what's going on, I want you to do that 100%
[6/5/2016 10:10:55 AM] L.L: I know you know that I'm not always like this
[6/5/2016 10:11:26 AM] Francisco: I'm starting to forget you being any other way
[6/5/2016 10:11:31 AM] Francisco: anyway
[6/5/2016 10:11:35 AM] Francisco: Ttyl
[6/5/2016 10:11:53 AM] Francisco: Take my advice or no, up to you