Notes

Hey, this is probably not what your expecting but just read the entire thing. And you don't have to show or tell any one about this story. This was originally writen July 19th 12:32 am 2016

To: Mattea Angel Backous

So first off I don't really get to know you until the end of 5th grade, it all started with Donald Fedaruga. Donald, the original. That's when I first got it know you. I learned about Donald in French class, and that's if. Donald was created and only existed in French class. The time 6th grade came around a few Fedaruga were added, through different means and times. This all happened all the first few months of school (before winter break). (You know all the Fedarugas so I don't need to explain them). The second summester I got into the office, I really got into it. And I started talking to you about it, as you already know. Then we started talking more and more over time. And I guess in march or somewhere around there I relized something, that I actually had a small crush on you, yeah please don't ask me a lot of questions please. Over time it grew slowly every month. I might have gotten a little weird around you the last few month a because I had a crush on you, we lost Taheerah as our teacher, and one more reason that I havnt really discuses it's anyone. My mom had developed breast cancer, it was still small and she was able to have it treated and then she went through some keno therapy (which as of this not she still is going through Kemo). So yeah, I am an odd person but I was going through some stuff at that time. So I just had one question. At any point did you ever have a crush on me? I did want to know but I really didn't know. You don't have to answer me, and if you really didn't like me that's ok too, just realize that there will be those out there that like you *cough 3rd grade Alex cough*. Just relize that if someone tells you that you like them or asks you out don't be mean to them, okay? Expecially if there kinda you know... changing emotionally, just keep that in mind. I know this was long but it's how I get in 6th grade, and you did help me survive Anthony and your smart, funny and a great leader (You've got a good personality: something that determines if I like anyone, there personality). Also I might not have been the one to send this too you. If you somehow found it cool, but it might have been sent it you by someone who found this in my phone and sent you the link. You'll probably get this if I get drunk and I'm like 23, so it might be a little late. Haha