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Out of three siblings I'm the middle child. My parents always care more about my other siblings then me. They tell me to vacuum, clean dishes, and etc. At night/day time, my mom always tell me to go downstairs and bring her vitamins, make her food, bring water for her. It just make me so mad, especially when I'm trying to do my homework or study for my exams. She just does not bother to ask my siblings when they are just laying down and doing nothing. My mom has two legs that function and arms, but she tells me to do it! It just pisses me off. Whenever i ask her to ask my other siblings to do it, she yells at me. I just cant win. my younger sibling brought ___ report card, got an A in english and my older sibling got straight A's and what did i get, a D+. My parents starts yelling at me, why i get horrible grades, and i say "I never had good english teachers in my past. and i do try really hard in english. you guys know english is not my best subject. you need to understand i do try my best." Their reply..."no! you dont try your best at all. You need to study more! why cant you be like your {younger sibling and he/she is only in elementary" what they say just hurts me so much. they even said oh, with your grade you wont make it to college. it just hurts me. they never try to help me at all. sometimes i wish i run away.
My dad is a different story, he tells me to do better, try harder. when ever he tells me that just bothers me so much. if he tell me that, as a parent you should be doing what ever you can to help your child to succeed in their future. but no he doesnt. he just favor my 2 siblings than me.
they always ask my 2 siblings what they want for christmas, birthday, and etc. they dont even bother to ask me. they always yell at me for no reason.
please hope you answer my questions. thanks