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........................I know my closest friends use to count me out "i know", but I'm sure they wouldn't if they knew me better; if they knew what i had to over come to get were i am today so let me tell u how i grow up; as a baby me and my brother lived with my dad's mom, my mother left to live somewhere else was to young didn't understand, so me and my brother lived with our dad 1 year later my mom wanted us back so we packed our bags and went to her a couple of months go by,... my brother goes to heaven we lost our house now we don't have anywhere to go or any money to make a livin, we got homeless and slept around, until i got back to grandma´s, i was confused didn't know where my bro was but i was so young i didn't understand, then i moved back to my mom when she got an apartment a year goes by im 3 my dad gets locked up on some bullshit didn't understand what was going on, 2 years go by I'm 5 my mom gets an call its the police they had bad news my.... father had passed he got killed i wasn't to young i understood this time, My momma had it hard tho and i do anything for her, she used to be so depressed drinking all the time i wonder: if the thought what if slinger on her mind, because that thought slingers on mine, 8 years go by now I'm like 13 i have a best friend wouldn't really call him a friend i would call him a brother he didn't know his father and we lived in the ghetto we related to each other... we were always doing illegal shit, getting arrested getting into fights having a good time my mother loved him like he was her own, my mother still getting high as a skyscraper and drunk as fuck had to take care of her while the toxic was in her, a year go by I'm 14, my friend... my brother... passed away in his sleep, i felt like blaming god but it wasn't his fault its just life thats the way it goes, i didn't feel like doing anything in life i gave up on everything quit everything boxing skateboarding everything thats why i got fat lost faith in god until one day i said to myself why why do i have to feel bad at lest i got to know them and started getting faith and started losing weight started skateboarding again started boxing everyday started to feel good, keep ur head up is my advice and now i hope u know me at lest a little better and know my struggle