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u were the one that made me smile everyday n now ur the one making me cry every hour. why? I always cared about u nd made sure u weren't sad nd if u were, I wouldn't try to cheer u up. we have been thru so much that its hard to believe that ur the one whos putting me thru all this. I wanna not care. I wanna walk past u like I don't know u. everyones telling me to block u nd move on but its not easy. and with u now moving away. I honestly don't know what to do. you know what arman, now you can watch me get to a point where I wont gaf about u. then youll regret doing this to me. I honestly wanna die rn bc theres no point of living when someone who thought was ur best friend calls u annoying. it might not be a big deal to other ppl but it means a lot to me. ima sensitive ass person nd its hard for me to go thru all this at once. I always thought we would stay friends forever bc u were so nice to me but now, I think its better if we don't stay friends. I texted u like 2 days ago bc I actually missed u with all my heart but now I just want u out of it. I wont let anything stop me now. its over. good knowing u for 5 years but I'm done now. ima try my hardest of all to forget u now. idc how lon it takes and how many nights I might cry, but ill do it. youll see me not care.