Notes

Noah, I miss you. Your presence brings so much warmth to me, everytime I get a message from you my day gets 10x better even if it's as something simple as a "good morning" I'm so sorry it had end this way. We never dated, but it felt like we did. It pains me deeply that I may never get to talk to you again like we used to. Though we only talked for a month, it felt as if we've known each other for years. Your sweet words touch my heart, and I always have such a big fat smile whenever you compliment me. It's almost too good to be true, sometimes I wonder if you're just saying that to play me or you're actually being genuine. Either way, I don't even mind whether if its genuine or not. It brought me so much joy knowing that it came from you. I know I sound like an obsessive freak, but I never knew I could like someone this much, kinda hate how much I get so easily swooned. But nevertheless, I need to stop thinking about you. I need to distance myself, because I know the two of us aren't going to correspond in ways I thought we would. Leaving now would be better than leaving later, because later is when I'll get too attached and when I do, leaving will leave a huge scar on me, so please..don't message me or talk to me. Just leave me be and move on..