Notes

So In case you wanna know how much their family means to me, here is how I feel about the impact the grimmies have done in my life.

Keep in mind these story takes place in 3 different moments, November 2013, January 2015 and November 2015 and that Ill mention to give the context needed.

Back In December 2014, I was hanging out with my ''friends'' and the people I trusted, there was a basketball event going on called AASCA, which is when schools of central america gather and compete to see how they rank. While this event was going on, Naive Sebas, back in these time called Guillermo, followed his friends, I was placed into a kind of box, where they just started insulting me for fun, and calling me all types of names. When I had enough I jumped over the this cage they pretty much made, They grabbed me, ripped my shirt my shoes and a bit of my pants, they destroyed my clothing. This pretty much caused me to become a silent fox, I would not talk, I would not trust anyone that wasn't family.

I spent this way, of being the Outcast and a wallflower until Jan 2015, since I became part of the honor choir of my school. I went to a Copan where they had Mayan Ruins for a concert, I got to meet people here, and I actually was shown the feeling of being loved for the first time. This is a feeling I lost after the trip was over, in my desperate attempts to get it back somehow I triggered all my disorders to the point of me being borderline insane, cutting/burning my arms, just to distract my mind from the emotional pain and place it in my body instead, I still have those scars. The scars of my burns, of my pain. To the point I couldn't complete a day in school, I just would get physically and mentally drained to the point of near fainting. I left fully and didn't finish 9th, I began the search to find a place I was appreciated.

November 2015, I found Christina's Twitch. I started watching some, and talking in chat, I could be myself here, and I was happy, I got to play with them. and it was incredible. I found that love I wanted. I found my second family. I was so happy..Finally after almost a year I had found a way to not be depressed so I would look foward to the days of her stream. Through Christina I got to play with Gera(Twitter: LoLGeranimo) James Patterson(Twitter: RiotDash) and so many incredible individuals. Jasmine, Austin Adkins, Austin, Mark, Justin, TC, Billy Fox and many more great people. It was amazing.

Christina introduced me to how friends should be, how helpful people can be, and how it is to have a family.