Notes

id like to thank all the men and women in the armed forces, i wouldn't be able to follow my dreams if it werent for them, i get nervous for a show, then i put it all to the side, when i realize you wake in the middle of the night, just to fight for my freedom, i pledge my allegiance, ball players and rappers get paid more i can't believe it, honestly we all blessed, even when i feel depressed, i realize it aint nothing compared to post traumatic stress, the government said they'd look out for you then they turn back, you seen your own friends die there aint nothing worse than that, you come home and your wife might have left you for a new man your kid don't remember you and there ain't shit you can do man, sorry on behalf of the people that just ignore you we dying over money religion and finding oil i understand it's necessary i just wish it wasn't ignorant men and women they just go and blame the muslims stop pointing fingers and blaming a race of people when every walk of life is carrying some evil i know a lot of people gonna get my words twisted i'm a good guy spreading good vibes on a mission i want the world to be more accepting of others instead of seeing color, realize we sisters and brothers i wish growing up i showed more respect to my mother i wanna smile and be happy but the worlds full of trouble.

the world doesn't treat mental illnesses as serious as physical cause they don't know everyday what its like to feel invisible we focus on the wrong things and honestly its pitiful people getting shot with their hands up like they criminals we living like we fuckin slaves teachers getting underpaid so much weighing on my brain is why i carry so much pain i was popping champagne my friend was in the hospital should have been there when he got jumped i feel responsible everybody caught up and living in the moment its cool every once in a while but stay focused should i get my gun loaded or keep my heart open i'm trying to find a balance in my life i swear its hopeless i always take out my problems on the people that's closest they never get the flowers when they can still smell the roses children starving and they homeless most people just accept it i cant be the only one that feels so disconnected everyday another stupid person gets commended some loved ones close to me cancer went undetected stop judging motherfuckers when you dont know what they going through you dont how close they came to tying the rope noose walk a day in my shoes i aint got shit to lose come eat the forbidden fruit come see the terrible truths people die from suicide addiction and overdose acting like i cant relate but that shit close to home