Notes

Hii asmi,
sorry for not writing u but it doesn't mean dat m not missing u or mai bhul gya hu..its just like I can't express my feelings in words now..mai bta hi nhi skta ki mai kaise apne days beeta rha..but I knw u can't understand..
its getting so worse here,mjhe v lga tha jaise jaise din beetenge mai km miss krunga bt reality is jst reverse,,i started missing u more dan i thought...tmne bola tha mat socho itna but babu m sorry,,mai kitna v chah loo nhi hota mere se...jitna sochta hu nhi sochne ki utna hi aur yaad ati ho......without hearing u its like punishment for me..but thnx for d recording of 1 sec of gud nt,swt dreams..i cant explain..how gud it was to hear your sweet voice..it means a lot to me,..schiiii
N now duffer tune ye kya kr liya hai,,apni tbiyat kharab kr liya hai..thk hone ka naam hi nhi le rha...tujhse to sardi ko itta pyaar ho gya ki kmbkht jata hi nhi....uppar se tu diet v nhi leti...babu aap diet nhi loge to jldi thk nhi hoge naa...thoda to kha liya kro..ghr jake maine mota hoke ane bola tha teri health to aur down ho jayegi aise fir....khud k liye nhi but us bande k liye kha lo na who is 1255 km away frm u but still care about u nd ur health....thoda v nhi sochti uske bare me.tumhe pta hai use kitni fikr hai teri fir v....pta hai meri neend 8 bje kyu khul rhi bcz jbse suna hai hai teri tbiyat k bare me,tbse aisa lg rha jaise mai sbse phle tmhe call krun aur puchu kaisi ho...teri awaaz sunu....tmse bhot sari bateiin karun...bechaara sardi v hmse jealous ho jayega aur bhaag jayega...sochega mai yha iske paas hu fir v ye usse bat kr rhi ......
baaaabu tum jldi se thk ho jaao naaaaaaaa.....mjhe naa bilkul mn nhi lg rhaaaaa
i knw m mad but it doesn't mean I stop caring...m js caring d way my heart knows.....tmhe v lgta hoga kis pagal se maine dosti kr li hai..waise v crazy bolti hi ho(heheheheee)
or sbse crazy waali bat to btaaya hi nhi tumhe,,tumne bola tha naa jo pic chahiye fb se le lo..!!!.maine 1st pic dekhi maine socha ye chahiye ,le liya fir 2nd pic dekhi ye v chahiye tha ,3rd dekhi wo v chahiye tha...jaise jasie dekhta gya download krta gya jb last pic liya naa to maine dekha kon si nhi li hai..fir download box khola to paaya,,le maine to saari pic hi dwnload kr li hai...(hahehhehahaha)..mjhe sari achi lgi toh maine le liyaaaa :)
ab to tum hmesa meri nazron k samne hi rhti ho...tmhari smile dekh k mera sara tnsn hi door bhag jaata hai..
tmhe dekhta hoon na toh mere chehre pe 1000 watt ki smile khud hi nikal jaati hai..(.pta hai avi v 1000 watt ki smile hai mere face pe)...(hehehehee)..roommate to confusion me hi rhta hai hmesa ki rhe rhe ise ho kya jata hai..bina reason muskurane kyu lgta hai
mere sare room waale ko ajkal itni care ho rhi meri ki kya btau..tere nhi bat krne se jitna mai sad hu usse khi jyada to ye log sad haii....hr din koi na koi ake poochta hai..kucch qstns ki adat ho gyi hai mujhe jaise
"kya hua hai..?"gussa hai kya..?"ladai ho gyi hai kyaa..?"baat kyu nhi kr rha..?"
mai sbka answer ek wrd me hi de deta..."NHI"....
sbse jyaada preshaan to roommate hai bcz mai saara din room me hi pda rhta hu..uski azaadi chhin liya hai..bechaare ko bahar jana pdta hai ab baat krne k iye..(hahahahaaaaaa)..or wo v bs voice call..videocalling bnd ho gyi hai uski(heheheheheeee)......mjhe to bhot mazaa aa rha iski gf ko preshaan krne me..
sbko yhi lgta hai ki mai kitna khuss hu..but no one undrstnd ki sbke hote hue v m lonely,m incomplete,m sad..
js bcz i smile evry time doezn't mean my life is perfect...evry night I put my head to my pillow,I try to tell myself M strong bcz I've passed one more day without u....mai bs un pal ko yad krte rhta hu when we talked for hours even we hv nthing to talk......or aaj jb itni batein hai krne ko toh no one is there to talk....
jb v sone jata hu ..I m goning to my bed with my heart full of your cute N adorable images.....thnking of ur sweet voice ......I think m suffering from lack of Vitamin "YOU"
m jst thinking about u nd counting days until we speak againn...
waise v kisi mahupurush ne kha hai ki "sabr ka fal meettha hota hai"....bt nitin baba ka khna hai ki agar meetha nhi v ho to chalega..hm chini mila k meetha bna denge....(hahahahaaaaa)
chal apna khayal rkhnaa....breakfast kr lena...Dwa le lenaa...aurrrr
"I missssssssssss u a lottttttt"....
byeeee...Gud Night ...swt dreams...:)
Nitin