Notes

As i sit here to day i wonder what could i do to make my mother happy at this time she going trow the house making a mess and destroying everything shes mad at me and my sister and brother sometimes i feel like i have no one. i dont go out with me friends cuz ik she dontst want me to so i never ask to. i dont wanna do nothing i feel like i have no frend no one there for me. my dad left me i feel like my pops and granmother have lied to me my hole life i have no one but me..... and i feel like i will never fine someone to feel what i feel... idk anymore shes mad at me cuz i put holes in my door as i told her if i didnt do that i would have gome crazy i have nothing to come me down i needed to do something. as i sit her at my desk social network is all i do talk to people i dont even kno0w in real life there the only frendds i have and as i feel i will every have... this note is for me to look back on to see how things are My GOAL in my life is to make my mom happy thats all i want when i get bigger and grow up i feel make sure u wont have to work every again. people at her work dont understant what she goes throw no one does i think ik but what does that matter...