Notes

[3/27/16, 11:25:26 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: once every 3 months
[3/27/16, 11:25:28 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: .-.
[3/27/16, 11:25:32 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: do it more then
[3/27/16, 11:25:35 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: bro
[3/27/16, 11:25:38 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i wanna slap u
[3/27/16, 11:25:45 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: i wanna slap u also
[3/27/16, 11:25:47 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: cuz ur being dum
[3/27/16, 11:25:48 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: THEY RNT ALWAYS SO FREE
[3/27/16, 11:26:05 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: THAT WE CAN JUST GO OUT AND DO WATEVER WHENEVER
[3/27/16, 11:26:48 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: rtk
[3/27/16, 11:27:03 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: do random stuff. try to ask when they available. etc.
[3/27/16, 11:28:19 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: wat does this have to do with my daily boredom again? with the fact that i just sit around and dont feel like doing anything?
[3/27/16, 11:28:28 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: sleep
[3/27/16, 11:28:33 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: wat
[3/27/16, 11:28:43 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: if u don’t feel like doing anything then sleep xD
[3/27/16, 11:28:53 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: then i dont feel like i accomplished anything
[3/27/16, 11:28:55 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i get up
[3/27/16, 11:28:57 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: sit
[3/27/16, 11:29:03 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: see that i have to do work
[3/27/16, 11:29:08 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: kinda feel like doing it
[3/27/16, 11:29:11 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: but then i dont
[3/27/16, 11:29:15 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: You don’t have to feel accomplished, just do stuff for fun lmao
[3/27/16, 11:29:22 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: feel bored
[3/27/16, 11:29:28 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: want to talk to someone
[3/27/16, 11:29:33 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: everyone is fucking busy
[3/27/16, 11:29:40 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: then
[3/27/16, 11:29:40 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: living some type of actual life
[3/27/16, 11:29:41 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: busy
[3/27/16, 11:29:42 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: ur
[3/27/16, 11:29:42 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: self
[3/27/16, 11:29:46 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: with
[3/27/16, 11:29:47 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: wat
[3/27/16, 11:29:49 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: give
[3/27/16, 11:29:50 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: me
[3/27/16, 11:29:51 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: something
[3/27/16, 11:30:01 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: k. when do you try to talk.
[3/27/16, 11:30:04 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: always…
[3/27/16, 11:30:14 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: Well
[3/27/16, 11:30:18 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: you have school
[3/27/16, 11:30:21 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: you have hw and studying
[3/27/16, 11:30:27 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: yes
[3/27/16, 11:30:28 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: u have ppl on ctf/online to talk to
[3/27/16, 11:30:31 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: all the boredom of life
[3/27/16, 11:30:37 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: u can do random shit for fun
[3/27/16, 11:30:46 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: play mc, get into another video game or whatevs
[3/27/16, 11:30:52 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: mass effect is fun
[3/27/16, 11:30:55 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: video games do not interest me
[3/27/16, 11:30:56 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: halo is pretty good
[3/27/16, 11:31:02 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: ive tried it
[3/27/16, 11:31:15 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: Well rtk, its up to you, bro.
[3/27/16, 11:31:24 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: It’s your job to find what interests you, and to go do it.
[3/27/16, 11:31:37 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: If you aren’t willing to go find it, then i can’t help you lmao
[3/27/16, 11:31:48 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: ok thanks
[3/27/16, 11:31:57 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: >.>
[3/27/16, 11:32:09 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: R u going to actually try to find stuff?
[3/27/16, 11:32:10 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: cudnt we have talked about something more… interesting
[3/27/16, 11:32:12 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: no
[3/27/16, 11:32:17 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: *sigh
[3/27/16, 11:32:20 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i already have tried
[3/27/16, 11:32:27 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: obviously not hard enough
[3/27/16, 11:32:50 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: Eh well. Maybe when you get to college.
[3/27/16, 11:33:06 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: obviously i dont care that much to keep going, im complaining that i dont feel like doing work, not finding something interesting to do
[3/27/16, 11:33:21 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i sit bored, thats fine with me, i do it everyday
[3/27/16, 11:33:25 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: ugh confusion
[3/27/16, 11:33:33 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: whats ur problem then
[3/27/16, 11:33:35 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: the fact that i cant overcome this boredom to do work bothers me
[3/27/16, 11:33:42 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i sit
[3/27/16, 11:33:45 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: "im bored" ill say
[3/27/16, 11:33:49 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: THEN FIND SOMETHING TO DO GODDAMMIT >:LLL
[3/27/16, 11:33:49 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: ill look at work
[3/27/16, 11:33:56 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: and i know i have to do it
[3/27/16, 11:33:59 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: but i just dont wanna
[3/27/16, 11:34:07 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: and then its night and i feel unaccomplished
[3/27/16, 11:34:11 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: cause i did nothing
[3/27/16, 11:34:17 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: omaigawd
[3/27/16, 11:34:23 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: u have to try and find shit to do brah
[3/27/16, 11:34:34 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: no i just wanna be able to do wat i have to do
[3/27/16, 11:34:42 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: ugh
[3/27/16, 11:34:45 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: more confusion
[3/27/16, 11:34:50 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: maybe nick can help u
[3/27/16, 11:34:52 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: ok
[3/27/16, 11:34:55 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: forget the word boredom
[3/27/16, 11:34:57 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i wake up
[3/27/16, 11:34:59 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i have work
[3/27/16, 11:35:03 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i dont feel like doing work
[3/27/16, 11:35:06 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: its night
[3/27/16, 11:35:09 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i didnt do work
[3/27/16, 11:35:14 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i feel unaccomplished
[3/27/16, 11:35:16 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i dont wanna sleep
[3/27/16, 11:35:20 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: k then do the work
[3/27/16, 11:36:50 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: u fucking scrub, thats the thing, I DONT, JUST NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANT TO, UNLESS ITS FREAKING 1 AM AND I HAVE LITERALLY NO TIME LEFT, THATS WHEN I FORCEFULLY BS MY WAY THROUGH IT, AND THEN I DONT SLEEP, AND EVERYTHING IS MESSED UP, AND DONT TELL ME THAT NONSENSE OF JUST DO IT AND CRAP, CAUSE I WONT, THAT HAS NO EFFECT ON ME, OK?
[3/27/16, 11:37:12 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: im sorry
[3/27/16, 11:37:22 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: It’s cool
[3/27/16, 11:37:42 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: no, im sorry
[3/27/16, 11:38:04 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: don’t worry about it cx its cool bro
[3/27/16, 11:38:17 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: ive had enough of myself
[3/27/16, 11:38:25 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i hate the way my mind works
[3/27/16, 11:39:05 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i do fun things, thats not my problem, i can find a way to keep myself occupied, but when it comes to the damn BORING WORK, i wont. and i just cant, its just like ughhh
[3/27/16, 11:39:11 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: Look bro. You just need to find something that interests you that you can do when you don’t feel like doing work. I know you said you tried, but keep trying. There’s something out there.
[3/27/16, 11:39:26 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: if i do something fun
[3/27/16, 11:39:31 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: y wud i go and do something boring after
[3/27/16, 11:39:35 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: And tbh every single kid out there, unless they’re fucking retarded and like doing work, hates work.
[3/27/16, 11:39:45 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: Well cuz u have to tbh
[3/27/16, 11:39:55 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: ya but i dont want to do it
[3/27/16, 11:39:56 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: at 1 am
[3/27/16, 11:40:00 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: and lose on my sleep
[3/27/16, 11:40:02 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: and dont say
[3/27/16, 11:40:04 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: "then dont"
[3/27/16, 11:40:09 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: Then do-
[3/27/16, 11:40:13 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: do it before
[3/27/16, 11:40:24 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: Get that shit done
[3/27/16, 11:40:27 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: then go do fun stuff
[3/27/16, 11:40:32 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: do u not get me
[3/27/16, 11:40:34 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: that idea
[3/27/16, 11:40:37 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: doesnt work for me
[3/27/16, 11:40:43 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: Bro I know. I have the same problem tbh
[3/27/16, 11:40:47 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: it may work for u
[3/27/16, 11:40:50 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: but it doesnt for me
[3/27/16, 11:40:51 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: I’d rather do whatever else than do work.
[3/27/16, 11:41:08 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: And 9/10 times I end up doing it the day it’s due xDD
[3/27/16, 11:41:19 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i do it 3 hrs before school starts
[3/27/16, 11:41:33 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: But it really is better if you can get the discipline down to get it done ASAP so you can chill and do whatever later
[3/27/16, 11:41:55 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: On 3/27/16, at 11:41 PM, BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation wrote:
> if you can get the discipline

…
[3/27/16, 11:41:59 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: big word
[3/27/16, 11:42:00 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: IF
[3/27/16, 11:42:12 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: Yea i know. I have yet to get it myself.
[3/27/16, 11:42:30 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: ur doing better than me
[3/27/16, 11:42:31 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: imo
[3/27/16, 11:42:43 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: thats wat i hate about myself
[3/27/16, 11:42:45 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: that i cant get it
[3/27/16, 11:42:47 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i want to
[3/27/16, 11:42:58 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: im trying 100 things to get it
[3/27/16, 11:43:00 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: Well I mean I’ve found stuff that i like doing
[3/27/16, 11:43:01 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: but i dont
[3/27/16, 11:43:05 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: basketball, games, etc
[3/27/16, 11:43:16 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i dont like sports
[3/27/16, 11:43:19 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i like tennis
[3/27/16, 11:43:24 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: when shud i do tennis
[3/27/16, 11:43:30 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: wheres the place to do tennis
[3/27/16, 11:43:46 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: a tennis court
[3/27/16, 11:43:51 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: and when the hell will i go there
[3/27/16, 11:43:57 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: cause i dont have a permit
[3/27/16, 11:44:00 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: and i cant get one
[3/27/16, 11:44:05 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: cause my dad
[3/27/16, 11:44:51 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: look bro, that’s up to you. Can’t help you with that. I’m only here for motivation etc xD you gotta figure out the hard stuff. But again, once you’re in college all this shit will be easier.
[3/27/16, 11:45:03 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: thats wat im waiting for
[3/27/16, 11:45:11 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i can chill however i want then
[3/27/16, 11:45:26 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: k then just hold out x3 patience
[3/27/16, 11:45:33 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: do wat i want when i want to, and then i might do work quicker
[3/27/16, 11:45:54 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: be careful tho
[3/27/16, 11:46:18 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: a lot of times the ones who had very strict parents and had straight A’s all through high school are the ones who drop out w all of their newfound freedom
[3/27/16, 11:46:30 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i dont have straight A
[3/27/16, 11:46:34 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: same diff
[3/27/16, 11:46:39 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: decent grades
[3/27/16, 11:46:43 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: its mostly the parents part
[3/27/16, 11:46:54 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: 2 C and an F
[3/27/16, 11:46:56 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: is not good
[3/27/16, 11:47:01 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: o
[3/27/16, 11:47:06 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: or decent
[3/27/16, 11:47:28 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: hm… see that would be where u needed to work on it.
[3/27/16, 11:47:35 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: .-.
[3/27/16, 11:47:37 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i have
[3/27/16, 11:47:42 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: a lot of things to work on
[3/27/16, 11:47:48 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: yea ik
[3/27/16, 11:47:51 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: a social life
[3/27/16, 11:47:54 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: a work life
[3/27/16, 11:47:58 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: a happy life
[3/27/16, 11:48:00 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: a content life
[3/27/16, 11:48:10 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: eh well, bro. Just bide your time. I gtg cuz super tired
[3/27/16, 11:48:41 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: ok
[3/27/16, 11:48:43 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: now ur leaving
[3/27/16, 11:48:47 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: and im back to stage 1
[3/27/16, 11:48:59 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: u can sleep
[3/27/16, 11:49:10 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i dont have anyone to talk to, and im bored to hell, and i still dont feel like working, and if i sleep that means i have to do everything tomorrow
[3/27/16, 11:49:19 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: so i wanna do something today but hey! my mind wont let me
[3/27/16, 11:49:31 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: gnight brand
[3/27/16, 11:49:36 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: ill survive somehow
[3/27/16, 11:49:41 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: thanks for letting me rant
[3/27/16, 11:49:55 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: love u bro <3 ur rly amazing
[3/27/16, 11:50:19 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: even if u feel u dont help me in any way, u do in the end, no matter how much i lash out at u, ur a great inspiration to me
[3/27/16, 11:51:11 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: cx Well then I’ll always be happy rant and cuss u out for being stupid then <33

Ay thomas is online btw, i think, so ayyy he can maybe talk xDD
[3/27/16, 11:51:27 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: no he has friends over
[3/27/16, 11:51:34 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: eh, so?
[3/27/16, 11:51:34 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: i dont rly talk to bloke anymore anyway
[3/27/16, 11:51:46 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: our convos dont rly go all the way
[3/27/16, 11:51:50 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: unless were with other ppl
[3/27/16, 11:52:02 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: (facepalm) night rtk
[3/27/16, 11:52:04 PM] BrandinoB | YTS | Outcasts | Binonation: l0l
[3/27/16, 11:52:20 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: night dude xD
[3/27/16, 11:52:53 PM] 「ガオ」RTKno1: srsly u cant just talk to anyoneee, it has to be someone u trust, bloke may be online but hes busy with his friends over rn XD