Notes

— Haiiiyooo the reason kung bakit dito ako magsusulat sa paragraph is because yung discord may count limit kaya I decided na dito ko nalng gagawin ASDHWAHSDH ayaw ko mag buy ng nitro guys na trauma nako dyan tapos ang mahal pa amp if only we’re not far away from each other, all of this would’ve been handwritten. pero cheap version tayo dito guys and let’s accept the reality that’s been given to us WAAAAA AND ALSOO I NOTICED DIN NA THIS LOOKS BETTER IF BABASAHIN MO TO SA LAPTOP OR IPAD IDKK KASE I TRIED IT SA PHONE AND IT LOOKS KINDA BAD KASE NKA BOLD YUNG FONTS LAHAT WAAA BUT ANYWAYYY

HIIII YNNAAA MY BABY NA NAPAKA BATAK MAGPUYAT TANGINA HWAHDSHD It has already been a month since we’ve started talking, and I’m already so in love with you. If you're curious about what made me fall in love with such a sweet girl like you, I’d gladly tell you why. Although, I’m not sure if you’re looking for a specific answer, but, either way, I want to tell you honestly and I’m not going to let people pressure me. Honestly, this wasn’t just limerence when I’m with you and I don’t know for the exact reason talaga since most of the people nowadays fell in love ‘cause they already see each other, or like they’ve known each other for too long, but for me It’s completely different, especially that we’re LONG DISTANCE. I feel different, and It’s unique for me. I feel a deep connection to you through your voice. The feeling is like WE share something special, something that transcends the physical. I’ve never felt this way about someone before and everyday that time, I knew that I'm in love because each day with you is a longing and a desire to know you BETTER. I won’t get tired of always wanting to learn more about who you are, your true feelings, your thoughts and the things that makes you who you are and I’m here for ALL OF IT. Even when it’s not easy or it’s a struggle, I’m committed to understanding you, because I genuinely love you. —idk whyyy, but I just felt it so suddenly. This is a feeling I can’t explain thoroughly, but it’s undeniable. My soul yearns for you. I promise my soul can’t bear not being with you. I love the comfort you bring to me and I could never love anyone with my whole body like I do for YOU. I can’t help but brag about you to everyone I know. I want to love you in the ways you truly deserve, Ynna. I want to keep reminding you that I adore everything about you and you’re actually worth dreaming of. That when you talk to me or to your friends so happily, every smile, every giggle or laugh, every moment we share together felt like magic to me. I could listen to your sweet voice all day, and I find those so incredibly endearing. I want to love you no matter what emotions you feel and no matter how complicated things will get between us in the future. I will always love you. Most importantly, if you’re often overthinking negatively about us or if me playing you ever crossed your mind and what could possibly ever happen to us, just know that I think about you always. I won’t get annoyed or tired trying to reassure you. I know that I once said that I’d eventually get tired, but it’s only because you seemed like you weren’t interested in communicating with me at that time, including your dry replies. You’re not and will never be hard to love. You could do anything you want in front of me. do nothing, be weird, be angry, be silly, be moody or BE COMPLETELY YOURSELF yet you’ll still be perfect in my eyes and will love you the same way. I will love your flaws, your insecurities and even the imperfections you consider. Your insecurities have become one of my MOST FAVORITE things about you. You’re beautiful, Megumi, stunningly beautiful. You’re the most cutest and prettiest girl I’ve ever seen. My pretty lady. You are my whole definition of love and everything feels right when I’m with you, Megumi. I love you more than I could ever put into words. I could say to myself that I’m not perfect, not by any means. I could be a little awkward, grumpy or maybe even a little too talkative, but you never seemed to mind. And that made me love you even so much more. I feel loved. I felt cherished. I felt seen. And for a girl like me who had spent most of her life being taken for granted by everyone she knows, that meant everything. And I'll be advance, because I know that sooner or later every relationship will often have its petty fights and complicated matters, especially when we still weren’t dating, we almost argued. I will take full responsibility for my actions and for the pain that I might soon cause you in the future. I won’t try to make you feel like I’m invalidating your feelings when you’re vulnerable and fragile, because I value you. I will strive to do better and learn from my mistakes if it ever happens. Hopefully, we’ll be able to get through those problems and handle nor fix it maturely. I love you incredibly too much. Furthermore, People often consider teenage love as PUPPY LOVE, do you think we could prove those people wrong? Prove them that teenage love is not always about some silly infatuation? I pinky pinkyyy promise you, Ynna, that we’ll always be together no matter the imperfections and the sudden frailty. I am sincere and genuine about my feelings and actions. I’ll love you despite the very long distance. I want to prove and show everyone that my love for you is boundless. I will love you unconditionally and I will most truly love you eternally. I love being in love with you.