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I'm one step away and you'll no like it,if a don't get ma talk about keegan i'm walking,i can't love him just on fridays when it's good for you,,fuck it,,,,i can't be responsible for keegan when a know your lying,,I'll fone social and tell them i'm done with everything,,,I only panic about keegan and a don't feel he's safe and when a talk to you a know your lying,there's no honesty in you...and the social workers know shit,it's no them that has to listen to lee n his pish talk,he'll fuck me,he'll stab me,he kicks you about infront of my boy and blames everything on everyone,natalie a will find lee and show you how easy he is and all this shit go's on n on n on,,and the thing is your lying for lee now because you don't want anyone knowing how bad he is,,wish you'd just fire him and let me deal with him but you'll no and that's a shame for keegan because i'm no gonna be in his life if a can't look after him,you n lee can say on fb anything you's want but it's because of lee and you allow lee to get away with it,,i know he's there with you most nights and keegan's there,it makes me so angry,,only last friday keegan said lee hit mum and i know you'll blame everyone but lee,,well i'm out keegan's life untill a can look at you and trust you with the one a love most in this world because a can't go through every week panicking,,I'm done and natalie iv told his full house why so you can bring keegan as much as you want to my door,you's will be turned away,,iv tried so much this week you'll never get that agian,,half your friends are up here,,me you amy jason would've had a good laugh and keegan would've seen his daddy more but you wanted running about lochside with lee,well ok that's fine natalie don't come crying when it go's titts up and believe it will big time,,,this is the last message you'll hear from me,,just stay away from my door you'll no like me turning you away and don't fone my house my family know my decision,it will kill me but i can't fight every wee woman beater you go with and responsible for keegan and lie to social workers,,I'll fone them tomorrow and tell them i'm done,,sorry nattlie i'm really really done with you,,everyone knows how much a love keegan if he ever needs me,i'll only take him for good,sorry,,,so this is me gone natalie,wish you good luck and tell ma wee man daddy loves him so so so much Xxx