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hi, rajashri first of all i am very sorry i got really very angry today . i got angry caused i am too posessive when it come to u. i felt sad that u did not come for nighout yeserday and that u went for a nighout four days ago with your friends. i got sad today as well cause it was not possible to meet , so i got angry at u and told u that i dnt wana meet you ever again. and one the thing about attachment u said the other day ,just like u r attached to me, i am 100 times more attached to u and so i dnt feel comfortbale when i had to share your friendship with someone else and i get angry and irritated and this is the reason why i always want to know everything about you. i dnt know what u feel about me but i get worried when i am struck with the thought of loosing being friends with u. these days ur phone has been coming busy always so i thought that u didnt wana meet me or talk to me or that u were ignoring me. it just worries me a lot. i dnt write this for any selfish reasons. i just thought i will write it and send cause i will never be able to say it in real. please try to understand me , i really freak out in difficult situations sometimes. and many days back i said to u that i cannot trust u because u have to many friends and i am really very bad at sharing.
and one more things u said few days back about me not understanding you . i seriously have problems understanding people, but i try my best , its not like i ignore people but i dnt understand emotions sometimes. :( :( :( :( . i want us to be like evr before and normal , i just dnt want anything to go wrong.i am jsut worried about things going wrong. and i just dnt like to share u with anyone cause i love spending time with u and u r the best friend i ever had so i dnt wana loose u .