Notes

I feel like Brandon doesn't like me anymore and today he look at me in a different way today which i don't know if it was a good look or bad look. But i have had second thoughts about our relationship because he hasn't treated me the same since we first started dating, even arabelle has pointed that out, he doesn't talk to me, but he has a million excuses, he hasn't said "I love you" in a while and he doesn't trust me like he should, even when i mess or prank him. He always stares at me with "the eyes" in class and in the hallways but never talks to me. Even though im his girlfriend because he doesn't trust me, he doesn't tell me what is wrong when he is mad. I know that he has family problems and he won't tell me that either but when I try to tell him that he can tell me anything, he doesn't even when it's bothering him. But what he doesn't know is that I feel what he feels, if he's tired:i'm tired, he's mad:i'm mad, he's sad:i'm sad. When I text him something serious he gets a little mad because i'm being serious with him. We never really have conversations which for us not to talk at school, we should have a lot to say but... He is worrying me a lot because he has said all of this stuff that he "loves me forever" or "love you always" and he says "i mean a lot to him and i haven't said that to a lot of girls" but I am worried because i know that those "couple of girls" are all of the girls he has dated and i feel like we are falling apart. Kaileigh Smith is a hoe and of course likes him and is always next to him and always hanging out with him. He has dated her before and kissed her and is in almost all of her classes which i know i shouldn't be jealous but i REALLY am. He says that he isn't friends with her but if that then why does he always talk to her...and not me???? He has told either Arabelle or I lies because he told me he has never kissed anyone and then turned around and told Arabelle that he has kissed someone in 4th or 5th grade. Is he lying to me or arabelle because he shouldn't be lying to me OR Arabelle. I like to "prank" him and yesterday i did but he fell...after i tripped him..on accident though. But he fell in a muddy puddle....It was all worth it. He said he would never talk to me again if we did break up. So should I break up with him or no?