Notes

I know I've already kinda said this, but if something is going on and you're struggling, please try to let me know, I don't want to force you and I understand if you just don't to, but if it's something that you wouldn't want to "bother" me with or something like that, please don't hesitate to tell me. I will do everything I can to make you happy. I know this might be a bit much but this is the truth, you are everything to me, I can't help but worry whenever I notice the slightest differences and I'm always asking MJ or someone else if you are ok. I feel neglected, unwanted and unloved by my entire family (and the few other friends I have.) So I'm sorry if I seem a bit obsessive or something because talking to you, I don't feel the way I do with everyone else, it's still a new feeling to me and I really enjoyed actually feeling wanted and loved without second guessing you or myself. I trust you and I care about you more than anything. I've always been kind of afraid to say this because I was afraid of how would react but I feel like I need to get that out. I know it's only been a month but it feels like so much longer because I've felt differently my entire life and that I would just always be single and I kind of accepted that a couple years ago but then I met you and ... I think you know the rest. I also wanted to thank you for this because you really are an amazing person and I always want you to be happy and I will always love you no matter what happens.