Notes

January 7th, 2017. 12:30 KST.

Hello. So I don't have an actual purpose of writing this letter. I'm just bored lol so yeah. Here we go.

To be honest, I stan NCT since a couple month after NCT 127 released fire truck. But I already knew them since NCT U debuted. But at that time I only knew Taeyong, he was popular back then, we all know that he already popular since rookies era. But he didn't draw my attention. I was like, "Oh, another visual from SM?" Everyone knows that SM is a visual garden.

My first fandom was SONE, and then MeU. But now that Jessica already out, I didn't follow their update anymore. Like, idk, something feels wrong without Jess- even though Jess is not my #1 bias. But I still support both side, SNSD and Jessica. Back then I'm not into K-Pop that much. I only stan SNSD and I don't like boy group. For me, K-Pop boy groups are- disgusting. All of them are gay. Colored hair, and their so called aegyo. I mean, a man are supposed to be manly and not soft like that, right? Okay, that was my opinion back then. And now I'm laughing at my old self sarcastically.

I still remember that time when I saw Taeyong's picture for the 1234th time and I was like, "Wow, who is this cute boy?" I just realized that his visual is no joke lol and I began to find out about him more. First I watch fire truck MV and my first impression was- weird, but this song is cool. Skip until I finally began to watch NCT life. I remember that time when I still didn't know their name. I always remember Taeyong's cold city guy scene in the car and get emo when I listen to Paradise idk why.
I only know Taeyong and Jaehyun when I watched the 1st season. Remember NCT life in Bangkok? Ten's aegyo got me like- wtf who's this pretty boy? LMAO I'm sorry chittapon but now you became my bias too. Actually all of NCT members are my bias lol. Oh- and my first impression of Taeyong was, a cold city guy, a typical calm guy that is quite. But when I watched until the 4th seasons, that was beyond my expectation. Taeyong is very warm, nice, polite, cute, and so EXTRA. Asdfghjkl I love him so much.

And this boy is not just a pretty face. He is really talented, and warm-hearted. I adore everything about him. They way he laugh, smile, anything. I love his powerful rap. I love his deep and warming voice. But many people hate him. I feel like crying- I remember that time when I had a fight with a hater. NCT is a nugu back then, and Taeyong got judge so much because of his past scandal. My first impression of Taeyong's scandal was- Oh my god, what the hell is this nonsense. I can't believe a pretty face like him did that. I felt disappointed. But I had a deep thought back then. Everyone makes mistake, he does, she does, everyone does, me too of course. Moreover he just a 13 year old kid when he did that. And I tried to open my heart more and forgive his past. It's okay. Now I don't fucking care about his past anymore. And many people did that too. That's why I always get so emo when there's someone, a non-fan or whoever who praise NCT's and Taeyong's talent or visual or anything. I'm feeling like a proud mom :') The NCT stans are getting bigger now. People start to recognize them. Many people said that they're not just a visual hole. Yes, K-pop idols often got judge because they came from SM- a visual garden without talent. And I'm so fuckin' mad because SM is full of talent, not only visual. Now, other than NCT, I also stan BLACKPINK and iKON, althought stanning one group is already hard for me. But I'm not into YG that much. I'm a loyal SM stan since 2011 (?)

And now I'm a NCT stan and I'll always support them no matter what. I fell in love with NCT because of Taeyong, Thank You, TY :') And now is Limitless era, I feel like they got more popular. Their fanchants on their 3rd day of promoting was amazing- so loud. And I'm here crying because I couldn't join them lol. I start to buy NCT goods eventho I don't have fire truck's album but that was okay. I believe NCT will be a big group just like their sunbae as long SM don't mess with them like they did to EXO and the other groups. I will kill SM if they did. Okay their path is still long yet I already thing about painful things like this :'( NCT have talent, but people didn't regocnize it yet. I believe with the right song NCT could hit it big. I mean look at EXO, nobody gave a shit about them when they first debuted and then Growl happened. When that time comes, I will always remember this time. Oh my god I'm so emo I write this while listening to Paradise and Angel. Okay I think I'll stop here. I will read this letter someday when NCT already got famous. Just wait, boys. You all will shine someday. Let's fly our beautiful wings someday. I'm here to support you with all of my heart and sincerity. I love you all. x

PARDON MY POOR GRAMMAR.