Notes

All these late nights have been so deppresing
Feels like eating salad without any dressing
Or being waken up when its not even morning
Or spending more than what youre actually earning

cus it seems like every night I tend to get this feeling
It gets tight around my chest man I feel like screaming
But i dont see the point when theres no ones listening
Guess I need to grow a bit more to start finally reaching

To others for help cus im kinda losing
battling suicidal thoughts, huh, theres no winning
Looking at others, they always seem to be grinning
Everyone keeping to themselves now wheres all the loving?

They all seem to chase the feeling of euphoria
The drugs helps you to cope


Where did my happy ending seem to go
Should stop hitting my ex up first, thats for sure
But it's hard man, change is hard for me to cope
especially if you got thrown out the way I got thrown




With the usual struggles as a slave to society
Just your average joe with a bit of anxiety
and THe paranoia keeps growing inside of me
and The seratonin keeps dropping so rapidly
So I smoke a bit more to get my endorphins rolling
The temporary feeling of euphoria gets me going
It's kinda sad, knowing that's all you got left
Shunning out your friends cus of the thoughts in your head
You don't know who to trust now, good job fuckhead
Talking about getting bitches when you cant even get head.
Talking about your riches, and designer brands
How you gone be the bread winner without any bread.