Notes

Man i really miss ya i wish i can just come and see ya you really need to stop playing and i know you cant see me to i just wanted you and i cant do that when i everyone i knew was calling me fat but you know i really had to roll the dice even i was thinking about suicide twice since you were gone i wake up at dawn and still think of you being here and i still have that fear of you not being near man i really miss ya people still try to diss ya but i wan you to know you are really smart and you will stay in my heart even tho you not here dont mean i cant feel ya i really want you to know i want ya to come back. We was short on money so i had to start grinding and findin for them racks. I know you aint want me to but i didnt want my dad your husband to get the best of you. Then he came home drunk and acted like he didt give a fuck he just got the gun out and pulled the trigger like he didnt care Ohhhhh mann i wish i was there i would of tried to save you but i was trying to get them racks but you know stuff happens for a reason i guess it was all him but at your funeral you really were lookin beautiful. I know your life was brutal and i know it was hard. but everyone will remember us at the bolavard.