Notes

I want to meet you one day. I know it will more likely be in many years if I do have a chance to meet you. It sucks but ill wait. I'd wait forever if I had to. I know I mess up, and get in bad moods, but I do try my best for you. I try to make you happy, and be happy with you, just sometimes it dosent work. And im sorry for that. You mean the world to me and more. I am so lucky to have you in my life, and im so grateful for that. I will always be here for you, no matter what. I dont get how people dont see the same thing in you as I do, because you are the most amazing person ive ever met. You are so special to me. Ill always love you, always. Thank you for caring about me, it means a lot to me when you ask me if I am okay. You make me happy. I dont know why I am upset a lot now, might be because of my pills changing and its changing my hormones and im not use to it yet. I dont know, I hope its better soon so I can appreciate our time together more and be happy with you. I believe in your life youll meet someone who will change the way you think and look at things and makes you better. Who changes something in you and that no matter what, they will always have a place in your heart, youll never forget about them, even if it dosent work between the two of them, you will still have a place for them in you. And you are that person, you will always be with me, no matter what. You are different from everyone else and I dont want to lose you. You make me feel differently than other people do, you make me a different kind of happy. You are a handsome prince, and my handsome prince, I wish I was old enough for us to actually be together though, i should have appreciated it more when we did date for a bit, i didnt realize how happy it made me being able to tell people we are dating and that you are mine. I didnt have to worry about anything because you were just mine, and I was yours. Those nights when I accidentally fell asleep while talking to you and you messaging me that you missed me, it made me happy and feel cared for. I should have appreciated it more, I just didnt think we'd end up breaking up, at least not for a while, I was happy in the moment with you. I wish I could go back to then and live it again, you being mine. I was able to love you without it being a secret. It was great... I love you so much. More than anything in this world. I always will Anfernee.