Notes

Okay, so I'm tired and you're obviously not waking up, or going to stop ignoring me anytime soon. I'm suspecting you just fell asleep but with how I've been acting, it's possible you just don't give af about talking to me at this point. I'm going to do this before I go back to bed, because I literally just woke up again and I know I'm not going to wake up until mid afternoon or earlier if I'm lucky.
Tbh, this all started as a test. You already know I do this, we've talked about it before. If you remember, Friday (i believe), I told you that I loved you. And when you said you loved me too, I asked if you we're sure. At that time, I really didn't believe that you loved me at all, and don't ask me why because I. DON'T. KNOW. That's kind of why I was acting that way at dismissal that day as well. But, anyway, I'm incredibly sorry about what i've done this weekend. I've been pissing you off to really see if you loved me, but it went too far. I didn't stop and kept picking at you, and this is where it got me. I kept doing the shit you don't like and being inconsiderate and bitchy. I've pissed you off to the point where you probably don't care about my place in your life anymore, and I really am sorry. You have every fucking right to be pissed off because I've went to town on annoying and pissing you off just to try and prove something that might not even be true. I'm also sorry that this apology and long-ish ass paragraph came late, I wasn't going to say much at all but my feelings got to me or whatever. Idc what you say, I love you, a lot. You can be pissed at me all you want rn, but I needed to apologize and rant. If you want to take a break rn, it's cool. Or break up w me in general, that would hurt, but it would be fine too. I have no idea what to say now, so gn.