Notes

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kD7TZyLeCfk I don't even know why I like this one so much. It's fairly average tbh, I just... like it's groovyness I guess, lol.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhH24I4mSpk This is the song I linked to you yesterday and you said I miss you. I had only heard it once at the time, and it's really grown on me (even more) in the last hour or so.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ypccnn3uS7E This is without a doubt, incredible.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fcW35t2Gtyk You probably know this song, but I love it so much I had to send it to you. Ba ba da ba ba da etc.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yqlRw1mk0cE This is just amazing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kp4WmVxn7XQ Not sure whether I've linked this to you before, but yeah. Even though it's really fucked up, I love this song. Best bit: 2. 40. Just urgh, yes.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6rc10ESRnCA This is another really good one from Lana del Rey. I could just link you this whole album, but I don't think she's really up your street, so I won't bore you. :P
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ClhKpPBzr4 I personally find this just lovely and haunting. Other Soley songs really good too.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-RXQt-iN6JA Now I know you aren't a fan of these guys, but I thought you might like these twin songs. Or at least the first one. I personally love them.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o0fpDlWm7xk This song is so unique, ya know what I mean. The way she sings is so unusual, I love it! And the words to the chorus are amazing. "You look like and angel, sleeping it off at a station."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3iXMhphebGI Considering the amount of times I've linked this to facebook, you've probably already heard this. I actually really love Tool. Their lyrics are really good, once you listen to them and really think about them. They have a lot of psychology references to Fraud and Jung, as well as anti-materialist/capitalist messages. I approve. This song takes a while to pick up, but when it does, it's fucking awesome. My favourite bit is from 3.35. That last chorus in immense, those drums man, seriously.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNCXiMt1bR4 This is the sound track for my favourite anime of all time, Bokurano. It means Ours. Honestly it's the saddest anime I've ever witnessed. I seriously recommend you watch it, even if you generally aren't a fan of anime. It's just... argh, I can't even explain it's brilliance.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UznHTBZIa8E This is the person I saw live. This is one of her more normal songs. Still amazing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O9Y-mtihWiI This is the song she played where I said it looked like the stage was physically moving because of the lights flash blue and red in time with the chorus. Honestly, this was explosive live. Doesn't sound as awesome on record, but still pretty good.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yeLNuQdfcQw Okay, I'm sorry this is the at Bat for Lashes song I'll link to you!! All I have to say about this is: her voice.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GvjGrWERM1U This one is genuinely brilliant. It's odd. There are certain RHCP songs I have to avoid because they bring back really bad memories. Mainly because I listened to them right before I tried to kill myself. (None of the ones I've linked to you are those, btw.) Yeah, that night used to really haunt me. Is was at 3 o'clock in the morning in a graveyard. 23erd of November 2011. Today is the one year anniversary of it. This time last year (assuming you are reading this before 17.30), I was lying on a hospital bed, sitting in the aftermath of it. I hadn't slept for about 36 hours. My parents cried and I overheard a nurse refer to as "our little over-dose girl".
Kinda feel like I should have a celebration or something. Well, in a way I should, I've managed to stay alive for a whole year. I can't even believe it's only been a year. I mean, to think, when I first joined the school, it had only been two months since that night. Two months! I was still very depressed, and the event was so fresh in my mind. I used to stay up at night, not sleeping, just thinking about things. There was so much to think about, I couldn't get it out my mind. But I'm okay now. I been okay for quite a while really. I'd say about for about 4 months I've been fully out of depression. Doesn't seem that long, but it feels like ages. As I've said, that is down to you and Theo and Joe and Jake and everyone at our school. Literally everyone. Ella and Esme and Nathan and Laura and so many people. I didn't care that they all gossiped about me or hated me or ignored me, it just helped that they existed in the school.
Ummm sorry. I know I said I wouldn't talk about that, but it's just I only realised that it was the anniservary like when I looked at the date just now. I don't think it's really fair to say don't be sad to you, because I would be sad to think you ever tried to kill yourself as well, but I will tell you not to worry about me. I really hope you know I would never ever consider doing that again.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HeaHW-rUsUQ I think it's time you listened to some surf pop.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=06X5HYynP5E God damn those hippies...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_RhJuh7VWs My brother showed me this the other day. I think it's pretty good. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CWNDW5KtiKk&feature=related A lesser known RHCP song. Maybe you see why I like them now? :P This song makes me think of you. Well, lots of songs do, but this one is pretty encompassing of you and all the various feelings I have/ have had. (Like, before we were going out)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kS-YTlJZOl0&feature=related Favourite RHCP song. Also makes me think of you. Gahh, it's like 00.06 now. Hmmmm, I love you.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eh44QPT1mPE Beautiful and brilliant and wonderful and I love this man. Not as much as you though, of course. I couldn't possibly love anyone more than you right now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dO1rMeYnOmM This is such a sad lovely song. I remember hearing it ages ago. I mean, I can't remember a time when I didn't know this song. When I actually found what it was, the memory of hearing it occasionally when I was younger all came back to me. It was really weird.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MgvBmEmtF-I I love this song ( and this band) for reasons I don't fully understand. On the surface of it, they are your average, indie band, but to me there seems to be something more, but I can't place exactly what it is. I think I'll leave it there for songs. :)