Notes

I always write my feelings in a song. I am going to write for real for a second. I am in love with a boy named Jeremy. July 24, 2016 I went to six flags for fun. I was going on the slide called Bahama Mama and I am in line. I turned around to look at Laila and I immediately saw Jeremy. I started to freak out not because I liked him. It was due to my hair being a wreck. My butt was out and so were my boobs. I was really embarrassed. my eyes were glued to his abs. After that day I unconditionally fell in love with him. I don't believe in love at first site because I have known him for so long. I do believe that seeing somebody in a swimsuit can change you. 3 days later on July 27, 2016 I made the first move. I sent him a picture snap about my workout and it was on my squats. he told me I got a small butt as flirting with me and then everything became a blur until 3 hours later at 2 am. he told me he cared about me and i told him i want him to get deeper in my feelings because i felt something between us. It was a spark trying to pop out. He finally said it. he said I was so hot and all this and that and i have liked you for so long. The spark popped out. I was so happy. We talked till 4 am and we said our goodnights. The best day of my life was also my worst. Now I believe I should have never texted him that night. We "broke up" 4 times. He causes me pain. He talks about me and says bad things. I used to be happy enough to walk to him but I'm scared to now I used to be so fearless but I'll never forget the boy who took away my courage. The End.