Notes

All i wanted was to be happy . now that am not . not even one person . ask me kate are you okay ?' i have to be cutting up my wrist &' post a picture up , to have some one hit me up &; ask me whats wrong . I have to fall in a puddle of tears . &; try to manage to stand back up all alone . over one person . one person . a person who lied . said nice things . that i believed . that i fell for . &' i fell very hard, on a solid rock who broke my heart in pieces , but nothing . nobody . absolutely nothing . will cure it &; put those pieces back in place. but that one person . who i once called my everything . which now is labeled as a downgrade, and a waste of time . Attempting to kill your self . will take the pain . but put pain in other hearts. All i need is saving . for that person who ruined my dream :T my wishes :T &' My hopes :T . to die slowly & feel the pain , i felt . every ounce of tear &' blood wasted. The feeling i had at nights remembering everything & falling back to tears . I mean . Im a girl . I will never , ever , forget the words you told me :T . ~kate .