Notes

mom, this is the story of why i lie and deceive people. it was when i was around 10 and very impressionable, and then a vary large thing happened in my life. you see there was a person that i looked up to and loved and couldn't imagine life without them, and this vary large thing was caused by them ling and deceiving people, and i'm sure you know what i'm talking about and jay most likely knows what i'm talking about dad knows what i'm talking about everyone on dads side of the family knows what i'm talking about everyone on your side of the family probably knows what i'm talking about and i figured it out as soon as you brought jay home to meet me, you cheated on my dad, and i know it there is no denying it, i'm smart enough to put the pieces together you don't just decide you are going to get divorced and not even two days later bring a man home to your son and say this is my new boyfriend. so i figured that out and you where my rolemodle and then you did that and that was the last thing i took after from you, and this is why i will never call jay my father and this is also why i don't respect you like i do my dad to be honest i have been holding this in for a while and now i feel better that i have told you.