Notes

Okay so you know how people say that you cant really find this so what called "Love" type shit is I mean i probably don't know if i have found it yet but i mean with you i feel like i really have. David you give me this feeling that I've really never felt before i act the way i do because the times I've been hurt and the times I've been played i slowly start to think for the guy not to care . I hurt you a couple times because you were to good for me. I've never ever had a guy like you I am not saying what i did was right but you care for me stick by me and love me through everything. Things happen, We have said some things and we both regret it but we cant take back what we have already did or said i regret many things but if it weren't for those things i would not be right here right now with you yes a lot of your so what called "Friends" talk and like me but i would never betray you like that because even if i tried you would be right there in my mind. Your all i can think about. When we fight or get mad or say we are not gonna talk to each other i cry and worry about you. You mean so much i may not show the love and compassion I have for you and yes i can be over protective and one sides and bitchy but its my character trait and you still love me for it no matter what. Life is short and Love is temporary but You..Your permanent. You will never understand that the past is the past and if you pick it up now you will never put it back where it belongs. I wanted you to stop smoking because its bad for your health and if it weren't for me you still would be smoking right now i don't want you to drink because its dangerous and can lead to serious damage and results do show that 50/50 kids that do all that right now get addicted and i want the best for you even if im in or out of your life. You have been the biggest impact in my life and I will always want what is best for you I always put you before me. You make me smile so fucking much and even when we are mad i still have you in my mind you may think im playing games but im really not because I've never really had such a guy like you your different and i love it you annoy the fuck out of me but its just you. I'm glad i meet you i would never in a million years regret being with you because you made me the Girl i am today without you i would probably still be heart broken. Thank you for being there and thank you for helping me see things. Yes your a stupid fuck and i help you through those dumb thoughts in your head but through it all I love you. I Alondra Angelica Valdez Reyes Loveeeee You David Frank Kosilla through thick and thin you will always be my rock no matter what we go through. You will always hold a special place in my heart. I've made mistakes in life I've lost people and I've lost many guys i cant bare to lose. Enough people have left me damaged and i cant be again i really really like you and i don't know what it is but you make me feel like the only girl in the world. Even if we are together or not we always act like we are. I wouldn't trade you for the world because you are my world and no matter what goes down we will always find our way back around. But like i said people think that so what called love is a joke but ehhh i found the loml