Notes

♡ - to mari.

okay so, this is gonna be lame as fuck because i haven't written in such a long time. better appreciate it bitch my hands are already tired thinking about writing but okay here it goes.

so, honestly i can't remember how we met (kill me) but im pretty sure it was through tine, (maybe) haha. anyway we hit it off right away and clicked. honestly, you're hilarious and i mean that genuinely and sincerely. i had a ugly crush on you for the longest time until we worked it out and determined How Dumb I Was. but having you as a best friend is fantastic and much better than a relationship. you make me laugh when we have our stupid conversations, and even though you go to bed ridiculously early (in my time zone) i always feel that any day i talk to you is a good and complete day.

you're probably the first girl that hasn't fucked me over? and i mean that friend wise. you're understanding, kind, funny, and beautiful (a goddess, i might add). your selfies make me crack up AND IT'S NOT FAIR SHOW ME ALL OF YOUR FACE SO I CAN SCREENSHOT IT AND TELL ABOUT HOW GORGEOUS YOU ARE BITCH!!!

you deserve so much happiness, mariam. i know i rant a lot to you about my problems, and im so glad when i can comfort you as well. i know you feel like your life is at a standstill, like everyone around you is running water and you're a rock standing in the way. but you're not. you're vivacious and quick witted, and i know you're a great person who will accomplish great things. you're my smart girl okay? and don't worry about a boyfriend, as beautiful and lovely as you are any boy would be lucky to have you. mind you any boyfriend you get who treats you badly i will Fuck Him Up. but that won't happen because you have good judgement and you're not gonna date a stupid guy.

one thing that's interesting about you is how pure you are. you're gonna laugh it off and say you aren't, but you really are and honestly that's a quality that's rare in people today and something i admire. i make dirty jokes all the time that you don't get and it was too cute when you told me how ashamed you were of watching porn and when i joked about a b day suit and you didn't know what it meant (ur more cute then dumb but...still dumb).

all in all, you're a person who i consider one of my close and good friends, someone that makes me happy. im really lucky to have you in my life mari, and i don't wanna let you go anytime soon, so stay a while. i love you, more than you know.


hugs n kisses xoxo,
tommy