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That's why I asked
I have Nevada over right now okay
I was hurt
U knew that
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 5, 2015 1:31 pm
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I made my mind up
I'm sorry
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I wouldn't bring friends into if I wasn't as serious as I am
What are u talking bout
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 5, 2015 1:33 pm
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 5, 2015 1:33 pm
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 5, 2015 1:33 pm
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 5, 2015 1:33 pm
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 5, 2015 1:34 pm
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Fuck u
Schyler
Stop msging, calling, commenting on my stuff... Just leave me alone... I got work to go to.
Bye
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No. I won't
U can't tell me that
Schyler
I'm done with you... I'm sorry
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I never wanted this to happen and I won't stop
Ur not sorry
Schyler
Bye
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U would have never done that
No I'm not going anywhere
Schyler
Well I am
Byee
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Otherwise I'll turn to more people
If ur not gonna talk to me
Schyler
Do it Idc... I said I was done
I'm leaving so don't bother my family. Because it's seriously not there problem. I'll unblock msgs tonight
Bye
12/05/2015 10:06PM

Schyler
Your unblocked
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😢 u made my entire day official and blocked me
Awful

And that doesn't exist anymore I guess
Schyler
Same here. Trust me I'm not happy either
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Oh Ik who's madder
It's me
Schyler
I nearly cut my finger off if that makes you happy. I got dizzy from blood withdraw and arm fell asleep. Also bleed through 4 bandages and a rubber glove
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Well maybe that's a sign
Schyler
But yes... I just opened your bag..

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Oh yes if ur dad didn't say so I drove over their without permission
Schyler
Idk what to do honestly.
Ohhh okay. Good thing you stepped up to doing that
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Not good thing I almost got in an accident
Schyler
Sorry to hear that.
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Oh yes I only put some things in that bag because I was afraid u destroy nice things u said we were done ended it like that had me going insane worried crying the whole damn day and blocked me so how am I suppose to act
Schyler
Frustrated...
But idk
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U act like I haven't been through anything today u destroyed my girls day
That suppose to be something to make me feel better
Schyler
I been through stuff to
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U put urself in that position
Schyler
You made me...
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I didn't make u do anything
Schyler
😥 well it sure felt like it
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I was asking friends how I get through this cause I wanted it to work and wanted to know if we have a future and u got mad at me and broke up with me
Schyler
You should never do that tho...
Never... I talked to people about it... They said that's terrible of you to do
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U weren't talking to me and at the end of our conversation I asked u about our relationship and u said u didn't know like u were unsure I was the one u ever wanted
I needed to know from others if u felt any different
Schyler
Fuck I'm trembling... Because I was disappointed in you
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I was hurt and turned to anyone who could help me u have done it before to u called my mom when I was angry talked to ur parents about our relationship how is it any different I do the same and u said were over
Schyler
It's my friend you are talking about me... I don't talk to your friends about you... Never have
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Their my friends to the girls wouldn't have known what to do
Schyler
I honestly don't know. And honestly don't care. You crossed the line telling who knows how many people we are considering a break up and at that complaining to them as well.
Ffs... I thought it would be different, I thought I could trust you.
Hell IM 12 hours in being single and I hate it already
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U can trust me I needed someone u weren't there
Schyler
But honestly, idk I can go back... Fighting... Your asshole of a dad, our differences that push us apart
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Yeah well I don't consider it a break up until we both agree and that's not what I want
Schyler
I get it... I agree as well I honestly don't want it as well. But your so hard to have accept things.
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U are too
If u don't want a break up u shouldn't have said that because I take things very seriously even if it's fake play
Schyler
I get it...
Said what?
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U shouldn't play with a heart
Schyler
I wasn't kidding I want to break up.
But I have my doubts.
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I have about 50 of those and they were cute
Schyler
I started crying at work towards the end honestly
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But are they true
Well I was crying at work also my heart got ripped out of my ribs
Schyler
I'm sorry to hear
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Don't make me have to return more things such as a promise 💍
Schyler
Brb
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I wouldn't want to
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This silence isn't making me feel any better

Is that true what is says on the bottom if it isn't u broke ur promise to me



If u love me u wouldn't have cross ur line either today by saying that

Ur not answering me so I have a feeling ur talking to ur parents
I wish u would answer me I've been scared all day that u ended us
And now I have to be longer
Schyler
Idk Kayla. I'm worried the same old things will happen, I want you to be more open, be more willing to try new things, more outgoing... I can't handle all the fighting as calm as I can be. It's pushed me all the way to this. I can't lie I love you... But for fuck sakes I don't love the things you do, I know you feel the same... But gosh this things need to change, not in time but right the fucking way.
Schyler
I'm back btw
I get your pain. I miss the good times
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Yeah but don't do that anymore
Schyler
Do what?
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Draw for me u barely make the effect of making a romantic night u used to pick me up by surprise and hold my hand
And I have limits to schyler theirs things I just won't try and that's my decision
Schyler
I get it... But theirs things that frustrate me you do as well. I honestly want to do those cute things but theirs no motivation for it
Nothing that really makes me want to...
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I want this to work I really do I used to be happy I know it's been blocked deep under mind since senior year started
Schyler
Yes that's because school had got in the way of everything
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Maybe maybe not
And u changed
Schyler
I have, and probably will
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I don't want to keep discussing this is hurts tooooo much are we fine or not because I don't want to fight anymore I want the guy who hopefully didn't use me and loves me the way he used to
Schyler
I get it... I don't wana fight as much as you. Are you ready for bed?
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I'm not ready for bed I'm too depressed
Schyler

I want things to work but they can't be the same
Unfortunately they need to change
I want more pictures of you... More hugs, I can see you been trying but it's been hell still
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Still sad I can't take pictures when I'm sad I can only do them when I'm really happy or feel beautiful
Schyler
I'm not asking now I'm saying in our future if we got one
I want you to break rules with me... And trust me, get out of your comfort zone. Have fun enjoy our life. Make the best of it
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Schyler I don't want to ride a motorcycle
Schyler
And in return for this, I can be your poet, draw you pictures show affection and romance
Kayla Idc about the motorcycle thing
I'm talking about in general
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My comfort zone is small and I'm pretty sad about people right now
This is why I barely trust anyone
Schyler
You need to expand and not accept your false fate
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I have no idea what this is being referred to at all

Schyler
I mean expand your comfort zone
And get out of it
Asking you out was out my comfort zone
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I want our relationship I'm not worrying bout comfort zone right now
Schyler
I want my girlfriend to be able to be bold and outgoing and be able to have fun with me...
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I'm bold enough and in order to have fun I need to agree and like
I need to go my iPod charging and with all the stress my ceriosos is spreading to my face
Schyler
My iPods almost dead as well
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I miss u bye
Schyler
But Kayla I want things to work. But right away, I'm not taking you back and considering to leave you again
I miss you too honestly
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I wanted things to work to but u need to compromise and care bout what I want to
If I'm ever gonna have a smile
Schyler
I can compromise, but you need to as well
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I have and it's gotten me no where
Schyler
It's just been tough...
Can we talk later than
Gimme time to think...
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Out of topic but I have barely eaten anything today and I should my stomach hurts I only had two things all day
I don't want time for u to think ur either with me or gone
U had the whole day
Schyler
Talk to me when you eat
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I'm eating without iPod
Schyler
That's fine
Talk to when your back
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If I wait any longer I be even more depressed and more scared of u leaving
No I can't handle that I've literally relived the thought 20 times today at work of packing things up and the awkward silence and friends splitting yes it doesn't stop there it continues I can't have it in my mind anymore

U either love me or don't
Bye
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I can't eat don't have any motivation
Schyler
Idk Hun I seriously Don't
Wish there was a better answer
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Dodnt love me?😰
Don't
Schyler
I do.
But it's hard.
It's hard to make things work together to
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😵not the answer I was hoping for
Schyler
Your anger is swaying my descion
My parents think we are through. All the stuff we got is put away
I folded up the pictures unfortunately
Took out the ones in the frames
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Ik u did that


Now I really don't have the motivation
Schyler
I gotta be honest with you
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Well honestly ur horrible to have done that
If u don't want them just give them back
That's my crossed the line
Schyler
Huh?
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I never took down mine because I didn't have the guts to say it would be over but u did when u did that
Now it feels like we are really find broke my heart again
Why don't u just make me invisible now I don't exist wow u delete the pictures on ur iPod too of me

Schyler
No I didn't delete them there's to many
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I tried to make this better u made it so much worse I thought we would kiss it out tonight like it didn't happen ovbs that's not the result my heart gets more strangled and I get closer to suicide
I should have just hit that car today then when I was close to that would have put me in the hospital I went through so many grand heaters today that none of them worked
Gesters
There's not an us if u don't put them back up
Im not kidding
Schyler
😢 and I kinda wrecked the heart taking it down I was made its still fine I think
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Broke my heart I give up trying to fix this between us I e tried all day to want to stay together and I have been torn u aren't sad I lied broke a promise
Bye
Schyler
So? You made your mind?
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U put them back up right now
I want them all back up
Everything
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 5, 2015 11:40 pm
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 5, 2015 11:41 pm
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Put them back up 😡
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 5, 2015 11:42 pm
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 5, 2015 11:42 pm
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I will call ur house phone if u don't answer me
U asked for it
Schyler
I'm here
Sorry I had to do something
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😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 u hurt me real bad if u really love me u wouldn't have taken any of those things down
But u didn't and possibly broke one
Schyler
I know Hun and I'm sorry
But that's how I feel and felt
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Sorry doesn't cut that I drew those drawings part of me that's like me breaking ur promise ring on cement to take the diamonds and throw them away
Schyler
It was an accident
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That's not an accident u did full knowingly and that's gonna be something that will take a long time to forgive
Schyler
It still will look fine on the wall it just got disconnected ever so slightly from the frame
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😰 I don't feel the slightest trust right now
I feel lonely and furiously sad
Heartbroken I wanted to feel comfort tonight
Schyler
I get it...
Idk... I honestly don't... I love you but I can't keep down the path we are heading
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U changed ur profile picture to it turned me outraged
Schyler
To me. Sorry it's my senior picture
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I want u but u won't put it behind u
U made me think I was nothing and just ur ex the entire day
We have been together 560 some days and u made it feel it was the end
Schyler
I know that
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I just want my boyfriend and if ur gonna make me sad all night then we're gonna get nowhere
Now DO YOU LOVE ME?
Idk is not an answer either
Schyler
I love you... But that doesn't mean we can make things work
Idk about that part
It's just tough
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Love requires sacrifice things won't always work
I know what I'd say for u
But would u say the same back or hurt me worse and never resolve this
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I'd say I still love u because I do I haven't stopped but I'm dieing hearing u dont
I made a special trip and lots of other things to save what we have u think I'd do that if I didn't care
Schyler
Will you still drive
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I put myself there on the line like guys would do for the girls but but I had to chase u and u not come for me but do everything in ur power to ignore me
Schyler
You gotta step out of your comfort zone for me... I'm asking for things you aren't comfortable with to show me that you will sacrifice as well, and in return il do the same
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Probably not I took it out without permission
Schyler
I hear you but Idc what gender you are or aren't same thing goes both ways
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U didn't try today u shut me out the entire day
Now are u gonna let it go or not I'm done with this
Are we back together or not I'm not gonna discuss fixing anyone until that's said
Schyler
Idk Hun.
I want to say yes but idk if things will get better, actually change or not
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I don't want that answer getting soo frustrated with that answer
It makes me want to keep stabbing myself till o get an answer especially the one i want
I say yes I want this relationship but the more u put ur answer off the more sad and frustrated I'm getting and less I'm gonna want to try
Schyler
I hear you
Will things get better?
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Idk
How am I supposed to know that comes after a while of being together
Also u haven't tried for me yet
Schyler
I hear you
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Kissing patients idk weather I want it now it takes this long for u to ever make ur decision I could have been sending u happy pictures and saying what I love about u but no
I'm going to bed with this in my head and wanted to stab someone getting increasingly angry when I don't know if u love me or not
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GIF Keyboard
Schyler
alright
Gez us
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I gave u all day literally to think bout it
Schyler
I want the best for us, but as that seems maybe it's apart
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And prove my love which I did I'm running out of options and motivation
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Honestly I tried
U don't want me
Schyler
That was your grand gesture? Idk Hun I see you tried.
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U would have said I love u otherwise
Schyler
I did....
I do love you
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Not enough to stay with me which really isn't love
Love is making it through with someone even in hard times
I honestly am gonna grab a knife to sleep with
Not kidding
I want to die
Schyler

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I've tried everything theirs no hope
I'm getting a knife this insitent

Schyler

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I'm done theirs literally no motivation u don't love me

Schyler
Really seriously
Don't bring it there
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Yes seriously

I'm so depressed
Schyler
Put the knife away
Or I won't give it a 2nd thought to give you my official answer
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I tried everything today to save us to wind up with apart for an answer
I won't put it away until u say the truth. Ik you'll cry if I'm dead
Schyler
I would cry
What's your question
I'll answer truely
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Everything u loved the person u love dripping blood dead in her bed
My question is are u gonna make it work and stay love and fulfill our love without returning to this
Schyler
I don't know if I can
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That's not the answer I may bleed soon but honestly I don't care as much
Schyler
I do care
And my truthful answer
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Not the answer I wanted 😓😔😞


Schyler
Gosh darnit I can't handle you do that
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Love is a strong word and u don't know what to think of me no more I seriously could cut myself and feel no pain I've felt enough tonight
Schyler
....
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And yes the blade is literally right to my neck I can feel the sharpness
Schyler
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WhyV
Why do you resort to that
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Cause I don't want me back and I've tried everything I want u I never said it was over
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That's was an accident
But the knife isn't

Honestly I want this to work I didn't want u to come back still saying we're threw soo I'm gonna hurt myself
Schyler
Your making it harder for me to accept you
Knives
All that
I get your desperation
I get your anger
I get your pain
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U put me threw this all day I don't have tears to cry their all used up

Or the heart
Schyler

What did I tell you
Last chance and I'm serious
Put the knife away
Or I'm done.
I want it to work. But for fuck sales
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What's gonna happen if I put it away
Schyler
I guess we will see
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Are u gonna drop this or not
I'm not gonna hear a lie to have it put away
It's bout ur last chance to
And to think I used to smile and laugh that could have been if u let it go and u didn't u drove me to this
Want to know another fun fact any girl u ever encounter will want a guy who cares more about them than anything so u won't have any luck in the world the way ur going
I'm not replaceable no one is I die that's it I'm gone
Schyler
Did you put it away
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U haven't told me what's gonna happen when I do
Schyler
Because idk, but I know if you don't you have no chance
*we
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It's not good enough I want u I don't want to hear idk maybe or anything related and I'm serious
I'm not waiting anymore I'm overly depressed and want to cry into someone's shoulders who gives a crap about me
Or I can just talk to ur friends again
Schyler
Idk what to do I'm sorry
But that's just how I feel
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Not good enough
U either want to make this work with me or not
Seriously I think theirs blood on the knife
I want my answer
It's like 1 in the fucking morning do u fucking care bout me or not otherwise im cutting myself I'm getting frustrated
Schyler
Well if it's not good enough im sorry
But that's how it is
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U have had enough time to think and I've dredded an entire day I'm not doing the same Tomm

Schyler
Well Shitt idk Hun
I'm sorry
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Not happy with u u said u loved me a few months ago now u want nothing todo with me
Schyler
I do
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Then u would have said I love u Kayla I want this to work please come here cry in my shoulder I'm sorry so sorry won't do that again. But u didn't those notes were for nothing I ment nothing my lips ment nothing my body ment nothing

Schyler
I
I'm lost
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Doesn't change what I'm about to do
Why don't I just hit my other ovary and have no kids ever
I where supposed to say u wanted it to work and that u loved me and show me comfort honestly I'm so urged to stab myself
Cause the wasnt reality that's what I wanted to happen
Schyler
I don't want you to hurt yourself
Facebook User
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Well I don't either but ur not her to stop me are u
Schyler
Should I be?
I wish I could be but I'm worried
Facebook User
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It would have proved u loved me
Schyler
I do love you
Facebook User
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Then why do u not want us together
I'm done playing ur charade
I'm done I'm stabbing myself my hands can't hold the furry much longer from u the pain I cause to myself is ur fault feel guilty when I'm dead
Schyler
I didn't say that
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We been fighting for hours I'm exhausted and wanted love tonight soo fucking desperate
Schyler
I just don't know what's best for us
Desperately isn't right
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How will u know u wont
Schyler
Won't what
Facebook User
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What to do u won't that's just it I want this to fucking work and I'm tried of saying it when u know what I want
Ur making me get violent which makes the blade sink deeper
Schyler
Gosh darnit
I want things better
Idk if they will get better
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U don't know if u don't try
Schyler
That's why I'm hesitating, you'll have to msg everyone back, il explain to my parents and I gotta take back the things I've done, but will things change?
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Now I'm absolutely done
Schyler
You tell me no practically
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I'm absolutely done waiting for an answer were going with mine were fucking fixing it got that get over here and help me
Schyler
Get over there?
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Fix it
Schyler
Brb real quick
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Cutting myself

No be right backs I'm not waiting anymore
I waited all day in pain sadness and much more I just want to rip my heart out
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Mines probably purple by now
Caused it soda mm nurses
Bursed
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 6, 2015 1:15 am
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Night I'm done and stabbed myself
Felt so cared bout when we started dating and now it's come to this
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GIF Keyboard
Schyler
I'm back
Gimme a bit and I will call
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To late
Schyler
Why you dead?
Inside maybe
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Schyler
You called a contact.
December 6, 2015 1:59 am
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Schyler
You called a contact.
December 6, 2015 2:17 am
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Not staying up anymore u can remember if u really really love me can u care to live without me bye
If u don't love me I tried and I'm sorry it couldn't work out because u didn't tru
Try
Night
Schyler
Hey...
I love you alright, but ffs things need to change... And you'd have a lot of explaining to do to people if you want it back
I'll ttyl
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If u can't decide I'm taking as a no
Schyler
I just don't know what
Get some sleep you got work later
Good night
Facebook User
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Don't say that I'm not a purse ur gonna put on hold
Night
Schyler
Here's the deal...
I will take you back and fix things if you can do the following or try to...
-Talk to everyone you msged aplogoize for bringing them in our problem
-Start driving more! Please you can do it!.
-Get out of your comfort zone, (with my help, but let's do it together)
-Break the rules with me
-Send me more pictures
-Hangout after school Monday's
-maybe make me notes back! ( I will keep writing)
-try to put yourself into my shoes more
Schyler
If you can't at least try my answers a straight no
If you can txt me a picture, of you with a drawn heart that says K+S next to it as a selfie like thiss

Goodnight sweetdreams
12/06/2015 8:30AM

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Some of that I can't do and u know that
I don't control the car,break rules, hangout like every Monday those aren't always my decisions
I got to get ready for chruch bye
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Also I'm not a menu I can do what I feel is right but I need u to do things for me also
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We need to talk later okay I got to go
Schyler
Hi
Facebook User
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I don't feel like giving u a selfie until u actually say we are back together
I need that love to prove its worth it
Schyler
I said to try, try to do those things
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I got to go well talk later leaving house
Schyler
Ok bye
12/06/2015 11:14AM

Schyler
I'm not saying we are back together... I can't give you that love because I don't feel it right now. I know you said some of that you can't do... Well than that's my answer, you need to do all that and honestly more. I know it sounds like a lot, and it really is. I don't feel as if things would be better together... Honestly I could see it getting worse. Idk if we just need a break from each other or what. But I think I can just move my stuff tomorrow. It's not even just you... Your family kind of gets me a little off edge, just the way your dad treats other people, no one enjoys it, fortunately I won't miss it. Calling people spicks fucking disgraceful... Let's be honest. You will get mad at me again 2nd semester, and again when track starts... And you will hate me for riding motorcycle. And when I get a job in the police force hell will break loose. Your going to make me the fuckin bad guy just like you did when you messaged all my friends. I can't deal with all that. I can't unfortunately that all would be a price to pay for taking you back, but I can't pay that price. Unfortunately all of the good times faded away and the smile turned into a frown. I feel like shit and it brings me to tears. But what we once had is no more. It's not just my fault or just yours we both play apart in it. I just can't deal with a lot of things that push us apart, as can't you. I hate the thought of leaving you. Makes me feel empty as fuck, brings me to tears. But hell IM everything you hate... I have smoked, drinked, broken the rules, I don't care about school, I want to be in law, I have friends, I want to live life on the edge a little, I want kids, I want to break the rules and be crazy... maybe I change but hell how old are we not even 18... But shit we almost are and we are getting to be dependent on ourselves. Honestly I don't see that in you "dependency". Can't light a fire, can't drive a car, can't make plans... Ect. Honestly I'm sorry, sorry It came to all this, if this isn't a fucking paragraph of a message what is. But ffs, I know I haven't been able to hold up stacks all the time with you. But it's been back and forth for 2 months. I don't want to seem rude by it but I carried our relationship for a long portion of it. Subsiding my emotions to make you happy, to control my emotions around your family. Sending the first text, always being the only one on video, being the only one to talk. To speak up for you at a restaurant. I can't make this love we once had a fairy tail movie story, or some bullshit like that. You push for the falsehood of Hollywood industry to hope for a dream come true, honestly that's not real love. Real love is something that is ever so changing between each persons, it's a personification of both right and wrong, it's being able to exceed every boundary that was once their, to be able to be at total restitution, to make every moment count for what it is, not turning your back... Not being lazy. Being straight up, being bold excited. To make love a reality, it can only be done when equal amount of effort has been shown. Theirs reasons I don't do some of things I used too, it's because I lost that spark, dressing up and taking pictures not even to see your face, maybe you sent me pictures twice, but for all the times I bent over backwards to make a smile on your face I get the slightest in return. I'm glad that made you happy. I'm glad you enjoyed all that. Honestly I did too, I just wish It was more us, and not more you or me. Why? Why is when you wanted food. Me and Cassie had to go get it and I paid for it as well, I get It you can trust me, but were was the effort. The girlfriend that would come with even if it's a waste of time to be with her boyfriend. You showed me you have gotten better but you never have gotten their. I can't keep making the fire stay lit.... I know you feel as if you did a world of stuff, but if we looked back on the past you ever so loved it's nothing compared to all the sacrifices I once made. Now I'm giving those up slowly, stopped running, youth options, clearly doing things you don't like. If there was a count for how many times we said I love you, I tell you I easily said it 2x as many times as you, maybe that doesn't mean much.... I just can't keep holding onto to something that won't change. There's a point you need to change and maybe you will see that. I'm sorry it came to that, I know you feared it, as have I. It's not easy walking away from you after us fighting but it's sure getting a lot easier. I don't what a right answer would be because you showed me the best and worst of both worlds... The fact you did so much as talking about killing yourself, saying I used you... All falsehood, bullshit and none sense. Messaging my friends was crossing a line. And well all of this. I'm worried it's gone for good.
Schyler
My answer lies between a rock and a hard place... Idk if you are willing to pick through your own heart and brain to make an effort it almost changing everything we have had and making it better on the same paper. I said what I needed and honestly much more. Subsiding your emotions like I have may be important because sometimes it needs to be done. But hell IM not discussing this anymore I laid out my terms. Sorry if they don't fit your "standards"
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Okay then I want a break in the relationship I will get u a Christmas present and do my program with u and keep ur stuff on my walls and everything like that but u can't just tell me to change sure I wasn't putting in much effort because I was already sad or stressed because of u. I do plan to work this out but u can't change me for who I am and I think we need a break not a break up u need time it think about what's important to u and who u plan to be with in the future maybe our love is gone well find out around Christmas if u changed ur mind or not but go ahead take your stuff out of my locker. Because u need to change to and I'm not gonna be like to and totally discriminate like u did me. I love u but maybe ur right I'm may change a little in the future but I'm not gonna bend over backwards for ur every move saying I did so much wrong
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Bye for awhile if it's ment to be you'll come back to me if its not and u want to continue down this bad path and go back to ur middle school ways then I guess we're probably done I won't break the rules and I won't let u bribe me to change
If u want to go out your life thinking u can live everyday without me in it then I guess we have no more to say
Schyler
I guess... Idk I really wasn't feeling a break but IDK if I wana do expression art or Christmas still. I can't handle that.
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If I was ur love than u would do anything to try to make me happy even if it didn't urself because when I'm happy we're happy we had great times in the past I can't beleive their gone it makes me hurt inside a lot and I really thought u were the one u will never find someone as good as me I never cheated smoked drank ended up in jail or any of those bad things
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We're doing art expression and Christmas okay
And yes u need time to think about what ur doing u don't know what u want and it's reflecting horribly on me
Schyler
Idk... About Christmas I probably can't think of getting you anything meaningfull
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Well I did u and I still am
Schyler
Idk 😢 that's tough
Can we just exchange gifts when we make up our minds if it's not before Christmas
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If ur gonna try to stay with me than u got to make an effort even if ur not with me
It'll be Christmas I'll even get u ur birthday gift it may possibly be ur last from me that's up to u
Schyler

Fine!
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Break is what we need I'm not calling it off because I love u and believe the old u is inside somewhere maybe u need time alone to release what u lost or want back
Schyler
I want to make things work...

Fuck I'm crying
But I need some of that
I need that change
Or at least the attempt
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We'll see with time
Schyler
I don't want a break
I just want to be happy

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Ur the one who suggested it before
I want to be happy to and if this is the way to do it then that's how we need to do it
Schyler
No
I'm not taking a break
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Yes we are u need that time
Schyler
No
I need time with you if anything
Fuckin a
Idk...
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Well still see each other but it's hurting ur telling me to change and horrible things about me I beleive this isn't u talking
Schyler
Than fine
I'm just straight up done its one of the other
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We're taking a break
Schyler
I'm sorry I can't take a break idk why I said that but fuck it
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We're taking a break shy u got that u said u love me u don't straight up leave if u did
We are doing what I said I'm being dependent u should be happy
I didn't go off u on like u did me in ur paragraphs I'm sucking it up and taking my chances to help this
Schyler
...
I can't do that... I don't do breaks I just don't
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Well u need to if u want any life with me or to allow things to get better I hope in a week or so that you'll change for the good
And u told me reapeatedly u don't know it's because u don't and how does that make me feel hurt I am in love with u but I'm hurting as well
Schyler
I just can't
I seriously
Ughhh fine!
Whatever
Fuck off now please
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Hopefully you'll come back to me know I need to go Christmas shopping and I'll look and ur gifts
Schyler
Kayla call me
Quickly
Schyler
You called a contact.
December 6, 2015 12:18 pm
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I love u bye 😞
Schyler
I have mixed emotions
Bye
12/06/2015 1:43PM

Schyler
Going to wok
Work*^
Schyler
I want to Hang out tomorrow
12/06/2015 3:15PM

Schyler
I'm not moving my stuff tomorrow's
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Are u having other thoughts because I really don't want to fight thinking about ur Christmas presents I just want to poor myself into them with love
12/06/2015 5:58PM

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I'm deleting the knife pictures I don't want to go back to that I suggest u do the same I don't want that memory
I want the fighting to end its to painful
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I bought part of ur hurt today
Gift not hurt
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Also I asked my mom if we got better and she offered first that u could come spend some Christmas time with me and family a little like visitation and stuff if u like
Well it may be a long night I have a lot to do but I miss and hope work is fine
12/07/2015 12:29AM

Schyler

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I'm glad we're back together I can concentrate again I'm happy again
Schyler
Ready for bed? T
Cause I'm getting sleepy
Schyler
Almost sleeping

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Ik here baby
Sorry bout leaving ya and about the long night gosh I love u though u have no idea how much I want to kiss u
Schyler
You called a contact.
December 7, 2015 1:34 am
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Goodnight
Fluffy
Schyler
Wait you were their?
You didn't talk Hun
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I did
Schyler
Or maybe it cut out again
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Though
Schyler
Hear quick call
Schyler
You called a contact.
December 7, 2015 1:39 am
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12/07/2015 12:58PM

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Particularly scared did I do something wrong
I thought everything was fine ur making me think otherwise 😕
Schyler
I said you did nothing wrong
I just don't feel comfortable
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Comfortable with what
If ur not honest with me and ik something's wrong makes me sad to
I wish u were happy
So I can be happy ur sadness is bringing me down
Is it parents friends me
Does it have to do with Nevada cause I can't concentrate ur upset and look at me as if I betrayed u
Schyler
Idk what to do.
In the inside I want to cry...
12/07/2015 6:48PM

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Don't
I dont feel like talking at all
Schyler
Okayy
I think that's it idk...
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Ur mom should call dad and chew his ass out please
My moms gonna do the same tonight
Schyler
Idc honestly...
😞. It's not worth it
The fucker will never change his habits. And think it's fine to be like that is one thing
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Yes it is because then he will know how she feels
Schyler
Wait what did I say lol
Forget everything I said beside the last sentence
First***
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I don't want it to be over u make ur parents talk to my dad I'm not kidding
Schyler
I'm not either
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😭 he doesn't need to win now does he
Schyler
No he doesn't someday when he crokes over he will realize how much of a dick he really is
I just can't live with it
I can't!
It won't change
I don't feel comfortable
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😭😭😭😭😭😭😮😭😭 u didn't take a chance I guess it will never be fine then
Schyler
I'm getting locked up my 18th birthday because I tried something that... Was on the verge
He just gave me the icing on the cake
Idk.... It's fucked up
No wonder why I smoke
Because people like him
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My moms gonna chew his put and so will I
Schyler
It just pushes the worst
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U don't smoke now
Schyler
That helps how.
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He will understand what he did
Schyler
So he's going to be Better after all these years
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My moms chewed him out then he goes quite
Schyler
He's treated people like shit since he came back.
Idk if I even want part in this
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Yes and he's gonna change if I have anything to do with it
Schyler
He won't... You all had years
And who says he won't keep quiet tell I'm 18 and I'm a sexual offender I'm sorry no
I'm pissed
I'm sick of this
I'm sad but ffs I'm not dealing with this bs
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U shouldn't have to deal with it
Schyler
I agree
But I will ...
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What's that's suppose to mean
Schyler
He's going to push my buttons. Tell the day he is gone. I'm almost a grown man and I'm not getting bossed around by some nut head of a dad.
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U have a dad mine doesn't control u
Schyler
We were on the verge not including him.. Idk but I feel leaving is my only choice. Idk this is killing me
No but he will never do anything. For us, he will ruin anything, not likes its bad already
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Ur killing me
I'm trying to save us I tried to save us tonight
Schyler
I know
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I try to say it all the time my dads rude ik that's why I feel our parents should talk
Schyler
Should...
Because I don't want them to meet your dad...
I rather them not.
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Well if he hears it coming from them then things may change
Otherwise idk what to do but there will be one more kisses in our future or an us
Schyler
I'm sorry
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U need to stop saying ur sorry I hate everything
Schyler
I can't go on.
Sorry it sucks
I don't want to fight forever...
I can't keep this going
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Just go then I'll talk to my dad on my own
Schyler
I mean I think we need to call it
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I'm not talking bout this
Schyler
I'm serious
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I'm serious too
Schyler
I'm done
I love you but your right maybe we should just be friends
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No ur not
No that's not how u feel
Schyler
That's how I feel
I'm dead serious
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I'm dead serious I'm waiting till my dad gets home bye
Schyler
I'm breaking up...
I can't be more serious
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No ur not
Schyler
Unfortunately that's how I feel
I'm sorry
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Nooooo
Ur not
Cause I didn't agree
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I'm trying to call u please just pick up
Schyler
I can't
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Yes u can
Schyler
I'm in the shower
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Why won't anyone answer
Schyler
Because they are busy
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I don't care this is important
Schyler
Text it because I'm in bath
Shower same thing
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No he's gonna talk weather
No
Schyler
Baby I'm done I told you
I'm sorry but that's that
It's to late
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It's not
Schyler
Seriously
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I'm not ending it
Schyler
I am
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I hate u u won't let it be fixed
Why won't u let it happen I'm reaming him out
Schyler
He deserves it
But I'm still done
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😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😮😭😮😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😮😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😮😮😮😭😭😭😭😭😭😡😡😡😡😡😡😢😢😢guck it then u don't want it fixed take ur god damn ring back I tried
U didn't try to stay u ages up soo did ur parents u fucking coward
I hate u so much
U don't love me

I want to die now
I don't care now my family can see how real I can get with that knife
Schyler
I'm going to mute msgs... Hope things get better for you
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Fuck u leave me alone

I'm burning
Promise is broken
I lost everything in a matter of a day
Completely heartbroken
Why don't u just kill me itself
U can't ignore me I'm gonna kill myself they wouldn't care
U choose to leave me
Ur horrible
U took me off ur status how could u
U broke up me
Hurt me
And for that I'm killing myself
No don't
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Why
Just answer me
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 7, 2015 9:26 pm
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 7, 2015 9:26 pm
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 7, 2015 9:26 pm
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 7, 2015 9:26 pm
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Why don't u talk to me

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You missed a call from a contact.
December 7, 2015 9:28 pm
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Just talk to me
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 7, 2015 9:30 pm
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Why
Do u even love me
Cause I'm starting to think the worst and my dad is actually talking it over
Well the hell in trying to sort this out
Just fucking answer me
I will literally kill myself I'm not kidding
I'll get the knife not kidding
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😭😭😭😮😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😮😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😮😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😩😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😮😮😮 why don't I just die my dad is actually talking bout me
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I hate myself for trusting u ur never talking to me
If ur gonna just do that to me than I guess we're done
We're done I guess
U won't message me than we can't be together
Schyler
I said we are done!
I'm sorry but I said it!
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I didn't what's that telling u
Why won't u listen did u ever love me than you'd fight my dad wants to talk to u h knows everything now
Why is that so hard to do
Schyler
It's to late I'm sorry
I made my mind up. Tell your dad we are alright
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Won't give my heart a break will u
Schyler
But I'm just done sorry Kayla.
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No we're not
I'm not done
Schyler
I am...
I'm sorry it came to this. Can we just agree? To disagree
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 7, 2015 10:07 pm
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0:06
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 7, 2015 10:07 pm
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 7, 2015 10:08 pm
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U don't love me
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 7, 2015 10:12 pm
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 7, 2015 10:19 pm
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0:09
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 7, 2015 10:20 pm
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U didn't try u given up
Schyler
I will leave the stuff in your locked tomorrow
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No sympathy I see this was an easy decision for u
I want my song journal back to
Ur not stealing my babies name for the future and u aren't deleting photos on ur iPod got it good
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 7, 2015 10:51 pm
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Schyler
I got it
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0:12
No u don't
I hope ur pittful
I'm not giving u that picture anymore
Schyler
It's fine
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Yeah bet it is nothing else to say to me since ur so calm cause that's all u wanted
U don't love me just admit it
U could at least answer my last few questions he's
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You missed a call from a contact.
December 7, 2015 10:55 pm
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Really I just wanted to talk but hey u don't have the balls to hear it
Who's locker are u moving into and are u gonna be at that table in the morning
Would u just answer me
Schyler
Yea I may be at the table and I'm moving into abbeys locker
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Of course cause I have something's to give to u also
Schyler
Okay
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Ur still going to be at expression art ur commuted to that u can't get out of it
Schyler
Ima talk to Mrs porath
I may be out
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No u aren't ur gonna stay
For the kids
Schyler
I may...
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It is meant for the kids not us and how do u expect to be friends if u don't even want to talk to me
Schyler
Fine
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Don't be crabby with me
Schyler
Ima talk to Mrs Porath I feel bad for the kids but ehh
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No
U need to be there
Did u not see the help I need
U let them down and me for god sakes idk what happened to u tonight
But only bring to school what I asked for pictures song and turtle I don't want the other stuff animals or the suckers or the drawings or any of that
Schyler
Deal
Can you just tuck the pug away... I know you'd wana give me that back
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I don't want to give u him back actually it was a gift to me
Schyler
Ok
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Bye till tomm possibly friend
Schyler
Bye
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Ur doing art expression though for the kids I mean it
Schyler
fine...
It'll be hard honestly
I may have to walk out
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Well ur not okay
Schyler
AND out of respect please delete your posts
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I'd rather not actually I'm sorry but I don't regret posting them
Schyler
Fine
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Once again don't delete the photos on ur iPod until u get a disk or something because I want them there my memory's
Schyler
Sure
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Bye
12/08/2015 1:09PM

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Idk what u wanted to tell me this morning I only want to know if it's important and ur not stopping expression art
Schyler
Its fine, im staying in expression art. 😕 honestly wish I could give you a hug... and maybe with time if we change our minds maybe we can find that love again but who knows. just don't hate me please. Its hard to look at you honestly without wanting to love you but things are tough and Idk right now. Im not going to make it more complicated so things are as is. But don't you think I don't miss you.
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Yeah well u don't look sad like me and not getting spread around as the bad guy
Schyler
Yah well take it how you want. I been hearing a lot of bad talk and am just blowing it off.
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Oh really was it from Zaria and left cause there dissing me and spreading it around
Schyler
Left?
Im sorry thats happening people have their own opinion on things. I talked to Zaria but nothing bad, just said we couldn't work it out.
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She doesn't need to be in our business she has something against me ik it
Schyler
Paranoia or not... you brought enough people in on it... we aren't going to fight about this anyways. We discussed it all already.
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U don't love me
Schyler
Who is left?
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Left of what
Schyler
you said Zaria and left? like their was 2 people.
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Left
Lexy
Schyler
I don't even know Lexy...
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Lexy bonfight
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Whatever u don't care 😔😞
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Thanks to u I get to do the a cupola we with nothing else on my mind but this 😁
12/08/2015 4:45PM

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Ur loves a sham and I am still mad
12/08/2015 7:24PM

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U know I actually rethought it and I don't think that anymore
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I want the digital photos of us and warm bodies the movie and ride along movie the rest u can all have
Schyler
Fair enough
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I don't think we belong together as a couple but friends u care for me not love me I'm unsure u ever knew what that meant but I will tell u one thing we will never be together like we were in a relationship well be friends at most
Schyler
Alright buddy
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Okay
Schyler
What are you getting me back?
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What do u mean
Schyler
I mean of my stuff?
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Which stuff
Schyler
Stuff I paid for it course
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Like what because most of that was gifts to me
Schyler
Yes but what about the jewelry, or idk lol I forgot what I all gave you
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I want to keep that jewelry though
Schyler
Why? If it says our names? And apparently has no meaning
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But it my memory I don't want that gone
Schyler
I guess I was honestly going to get money for it but whatever it's fine
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But I don't want to not see u in the halls I still want to see u somewhat
But I do have things to give back
And I want give to u
Schyler
I don't really want stuffed animals or all that
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In person
Schyler
Like what?
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Well that's some of it
I want u to accept it
Schyler
What is it?
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Ms tuff u paid for that I don't need
Schyler
Just return it I would feel bad
Facebook User
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No it's just a few and the presents I got u that I can't return
Schyler
Ohhh
Why not? It
Facebook User
Facebook User
Caused I ordered them
Schyler
Do you need $ for them?
Facebook User
Facebook User
Probably not
Schyler
Okay 😕 sorry
Facebook User
Facebook User
Yeah well I'm sorry we couldn't make it work but after all that happened this weekend that u said to me I could never take u back in the same way again
But I can't be without u
I still need u in my life
Schyler
I'm sorry to hear that
But I'm glad you don't hate me
I love you... But it's tough when we know it won't work
Facebook User
Facebook User
Okay
. But still be there to cheer me up it'll be hard to deal with this
Schyler
I guess we make it equal... Or keeping the jewelry
For***
The whatever you got me
Facebook User
Facebook User
Well I'm still returning some of ur stuff don't get me wrong
Schyler
Yah I understand that too.... it's just our family, school all of that not good to bad I guess
I don't want the pug can you tell what your returning
Facebook User
Facebook User
U.S. I guess
I'm keeping the pug and the stuff that meant the most to me
Schyler
Alright
Facebook User
Facebook User
Or what I wear I'm keeping
Schyler
Mhmm
Than what?
Facebook User
Facebook User
You'll see
Schyler
Another bag of flowers
Facebook User
Facebook User
Well u made me very upset and they were dead as relationship
Schyler
I know
Facebook User
Facebook User
Okay later
Schyler
Seeyah
Facebook User
Facebook User
Can I have the digital photos though and warm bodies cause I don't think u cared for warm bodies and the photos they were very memorable
U there
Schyler
Kinda
Facebook User
Facebook User
Unless u really want to keep them
This is gonna be really weird to except but I have to
I put ur pictures back on my wall for memories


I can't imagine getting rid of them
Can u talk to me please
Please say something
Schyler
Kayla you can have them
Trust me it's cool all the stuff I got yours
Facebook User
Facebook User
Can I at least ask one thing of u tomm can I get one kiss on the cheek since we like each other but it was never gonna work
If it's too much I'm sorry I asked
Schyler
Maybe
Idk I guess
I can give you kisses
Facebook User
Facebook User
Thanks were gonna try to make friends work
Schyler
I guess it'll be awkward a little
I mean we expirenced it all
Facebook User
Facebook User
Ik
Well I'll see u tomm
Schyler
Seeyah
12/08/2015 11:13PM

Facebook User
Facebook User
My mom is just gonna bring the bag of stuff tomm after school when I get picked up
Schyler
alright I don't really got any digital photos that aren't already printed off FYI
That you have
But I got the movies
😥...
I wish things didn't suck
Facebook User
Facebook User
Well not exactly one on ur iPod but the ones in the frame of us that I got u
I wish they weren't bad too trust me this is weird and it'll be hard I mean we were intimate with each other it's hard to let that go
Schyler
I honestly been having crying spurts... Idk
You got pretty much all I got on iPod
But I can try to send them through Google, you want selfies too?
Facebook User
Facebook User
Not exactly all of them
Schyler
About 99%
Facebook User
Facebook User
Sure and I don't know about this either setting tells me to stay cause I do love u
Schyler
Idk. If I can wait after school. I hate seeing you without me. But eh, it's difficult impossible to far fetched
Facebook User
Facebook User
But maybe we should try this and see if it makes us any happier if one of us wants the other really bad we may get back together
But we both need to make t work
Schyler
I agree
I think I need a new car too
My cars been acting up. Transmission may be going out so I'm saving up for a nice one
Facebook User
Facebook User
I put one of the gifts I got u the the bag
Schyler
I feel bad you getting me gifts
Facebook User
Facebook User
Okay
Well I had 3 one I can take back other I can use for someone else but the one I'm giving u was supposed to go to u no matter what
Schyler
It better not be something that'll make me cry
Can you tell me the other 2 just curious
Facebook User
Facebook User
It won't make u cry
Schyler
Why? Is it something like shoes
Just because you asked my footsize before
Just meet me after school with the stuff
Facebook User
Facebook User
Not shoes
Schyler
I can meet at your locker... I guess
Facebook User
Facebook User
And okay
I got to go in heading off to bed
Schyler
Same... Goodnight

Facebook User
Facebook User
Goodnight 😕
Schyler
I'm crying... Fuckn a
Facebook User
Facebook User
Ik it's gonna be hard
Schyler
Mhmm
Facebook User
Facebook User
If it's meant to be I guess we will trust me I miss u around me
Schyler
Yah if it is... As of now maybe not. But we may grow back as time goes on who knows or just be happy with w.e. I just honestly hate it
Facebook User
Facebook User
I know I'm the same and I threw away those two pictures I drew I feared the end and I didn't want to keep them
Also if we come back together it will be a different relationship new pictures different things none of the old stuff will matter as much
Schyler
I agree
Facebook User
Facebook User
Do u want to keep the pictures in the frame I got u
Schyler
I have it still I can keep it.
Facebook User
Facebook User
I ment the pictures u can keep frame
Schyler
I will keep
Facebook User
Facebook User
Okay
Let's give it some time if one of us is desperate for the other then I think we should consider it again
Schyler
Alright
Facebook User
Facebook User
We need to find our way back to happy as friends okay
I tempted to say I love u but sweat dreams goodnight
Schyler
😢 I hear you
Goodnight
12/09/2015 7:47PM

Schyler
I miss the shit out of you...
I probably shouldn't send that
But I mean it 😕
Schyler
Thanks for the case it's a little different but it's a lot cleaner
And everything works
12/10/2015 9:21AM

Schyler
If you want to get over this issue you need to stay away from my best friends... honestly I want to be friends with you but I feel like you don't give a shit about that anymore. I am honestly pissed about it. I will drop expression art if it comes to that.
Schyler
Never mind that because I already made my mind up. I never want to get back with you.
Probably not even talk to you.
Probably not even talk to you.
So just fuck you... Straight up fuck you. I know exactly what you been doing.
12/10/2015 10:40AM

Facebook User
Facebook User
It's funny cause I didn't talk to any of ur friends
Honestly ur hurting me and I didn't do anything to u there my friends to but I didn't bring any issues up to them
Okay
I haven't been doing anything wrong u hurt me more than ever we could never date again I said it was to hard to see u so u made ur choice but I'm not letting my friends go
And I handled it like an adult so I did the right thing
12/10/2015 4:44PM

Facebook User
Facebook User
Thanks for the nice break up by the way I ripped ur note up to me and there it in the garbage I wasn't gonna have u do this to me anymore r
Facebook User
Facebook User
It will be so much easier to get rid of things now since u don't actually love me anymore and u don't know what u want. U said that itself and I'm not gonna keep hurting because of it. Ur not quoting expression art because than ur letting the kids down and being a bigger jerk than u already are
Facebook User
Facebook User
U were an asswhole to me and don't deserve to talk to me like that and expect me to wait for u forever I'm sorry that u think I talked to ur friends when I didn't. Ur such an a acuser that's why no one will stand with ur shit and why we can't be together ur a ticking time bomb and when u realize that u can speak nice to me than u can talk to me in a few weeks and I can possibly forgive u but now I want my space and not even a peep out of u. Heart breaker
12/10/2015 7:49PM

Facebook User
Facebook User
Tbh u hurt me really bad I know u don't hate me but I don't want u swearing at me like that I just need space away because u clearly said they're can't be a spark there anymore I can't around u it's too soon but if ur not gonna be nice to me than I don't bother trying to be with u at all I moving on with my life I'm u don't know what to do. But I got to except time will tell
12/10/2015 8:59PM

Facebook User
Facebook User
Just call me we need to talk I think it's getting out of hand
If u drop expression art though u have lost all my trust