Notes

when my pops left I was never the same. My mom let her demons in .they over took her and lately she hasn't smiled. Maybe this was meant to be and god wanted this for me.If this was my last note . I would say i hate you all. I wanted to be a free soul but ended as a lonely hoe. On my way to happiness i stumbled upon drugs. They were a get away. . I had learned more in a year then the pope in 60 years.i drank all the holy water from church and found out that god wasn't there. I cursed at a dude called god I knowledge my existence and I wanted an end to it no more tears would i shed. I was slowly slipping and at my worst moment there was angle sent to me. To help me cure this diseases. Suicide was the only thing that circled my head. You were there to see me go mad and you helped me find true love. But not even you wouldn't help me because your no better than me. We both fight a world size battle to see if we get live another day.