Notes

Is just an order, and when someone order you something, you do it, that's how being a soldier is, or a disciple, you don't think about it, you don't questioned, you just do it, even if you were a soldier and they order you to train real hard, you'll do it, because is what environment order you to do, and you'll get strong, is the same with a job, is mandatory, so you and work everyday, and do what is required of that job, because that's what you're supposed to be doing. So in a mission context, if they order you to do something like with Elizabeth, you have to do it, you have to do it or they kill you, even if you don't know how to do it, you find out, but you do it, is your mission, and is not optional, when things are like that, people is calmer, because they don't have to think about it at all, just find out how to do it, but not think about how good it is, or do I really want to, like with self inflict goals, like doing more exercise or becoming better at something, we don't succeed because is not mandatory, so if we don't want to do it, we don't, even when is good for us, there's no force of will, like when is mandatory that you force yourself to do it, is not an option even if you suffer, when you can decide, you decide not to suffer and keep being a tool (sucking).