Notes

no body will ever see how much pain people have brought into your life, no body will ever care about how much you've been hurting. They don't care because they will never care. People are selfish, fake , they will not want you anymore until they are done. When they hurt you're always there for them because your a great friend you will never turn your backs on them. Because you care. Because you worry. Because your strong. But just because your smiling doesn't always mean you're happy. You fake a smile because you don't want people knowing that your hurt because they have always seen you smile and they never get tired of it. But maybe its time you stop smiling and tell them honestly and let them know how much you've been hurting.

what if they don't understand your pain?

then tell them repeat it over and over again until they get it.
don't let all of your feelings get bottled up because if you hold in to much you can just give up.
cutting will never do you good.
you're just hurting yourself.
its the best thing to do.
you just gave up..
I don't understand anything people do.
All they ever do is hurt people. I want to tell the world i'm hurting but i'm afraid they'll judge me.
Not knowing what to do nothing at all.
I'm use-less .
i'm nothing
i'm a nobody
just kill me already.
I don't want to live in a world where everyone hates me.
can i just give up? and let everything fall behind me and fade.