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I don't like it when you compare my age to things and always feel the need to bring it up during conversations. I'm a HSP and I get upset really easily, tho people don't realise it and expect that stuff from me. Ppl r always saying that I don't have a heart, and that I'm way too open-minded. And those r the things my friends say, but I don't have the guts to tell them things like this. Just today when I was walking home from school, I was talking about something and then they stopped listening and started talking about something else. I took my phone out and walked ahead, and I usually start saying stuff like "or you could ignore me, that's fine" and stuff but I don't bother anymore cuz it always happens. People don't relate to me like I'd want them to. I hate everyone in my year, and in my classes, bcuz they're always so annoying and different to me, and that always brings me down. I'm different to everyone that's not on the internet and in my fandoms: completely different, and ppl always feel the need to point out that I'm weird bcuz of that and that I don't have any friends and stuff like that. I hate it, and I always hate having to go to school. I'm sorry I just don't like the way I am right now. I wish I didn't hve to go to school, and that I could just stay at home all the time, or at least have irl friends who relate to me in some way. It's a horrible feeling, and I'll probably be stuck like this for most of my school time, because literally no one is like me at all. See? HSP.

Venting kinda helps tbh.