Notes

you should know that it is bad to steel, but that night we talked you stole my heart,
only thing about it is that u can have it i know you will take care of it.
you drive me crazy in so many levels. i cant ever stop thinking about you.
even right now i am listening to a song that reminds me so much about you.....
and repeating it over and over again.
... i miss you so much its a sin just keeping me away from you.
i cant wait to be with you for the rest of our lives. i promise you i will make you the happiest women alive.
i cant wait to just be able to kiss you while we are in bed instead having to text you good morning,
instead of waiting for you every day and worrying if you have eaten,
spoil you by bringing you your favorite home-made breakfast to the bed.
see your beautiful smile and look at you because you are my favorite thing in the world to look at,
look at your beautiful, big, brown eyes and just ask myself how did i get so lucky.
i still wonder how i managed to get your heart
but i don't pay it much mind except that i am going to make you happy no matter what.
i don't need anyone acceptation or opinion when it comes to you, all i know is that i love you and you love me,
that means i am going to fight for this love in conditionally.
many people tell me that i'm too young to know what i am feeling,
they say i have a bright future ahead of me to not lose it by side tracking me with irrelevant things,
i say that i know because i have my future planned out and i see it every time i look at you.
you are my present and my future and till this day i still wish you would have been my past too.
i still feel bad that i couldn't be there for you when you needed me the most,
your past was not easy for you and i still wish i could have been there for you.
it still haunts you today, up to the point were you are afraid to be yourself around people.
i don't know if it was just luck or fate that led me to you but i'm glad it did.
at night i can't help but think that you are crying because of your past,
the thought of it taunts me and all i want is to have you in my arms and give the love you deserve,
i think about this all the time and its not hard to tell that i want you in my arms all the time.
you didn't deserve the fate you got and even if you did i wish i could have been there to make it better.
so many irrelevant people in the world that keep reminding you of the past,
yet so clueless and dumb knowing yet not knowing that they are hurting you extremely hard.
all i do is consent you while the problem has been provoked instead of trying to prevent it while being a witness to the creation of the problem i have to get rid of (maybe) or just calm down for a time period.
i know that it is eating you away inside but i promise you that when i'm around you will never suffer like that ever again.
i do all the things to see you happy no matter what,
you told me that it wouldn't be a surprise to you if i fucked you over but trust me the thought never even passed through my mind.
the only thing in my mind are ways of making you happy.
i love all of you,
your body, smile, reactions, mood swings, and most importantly when your happy
especially when i'm the reason of it.
every time i close my eyes i think about you and only you,
i love when we are on the phone and especially when we oovoo and when i always sleep with you.
your a blessing to me and i am thankful for having you in my life.
i love you in conditionally and i love showing it.
i love being there for you and for all that you need.
i love how you make me feel, needed, wanted and loved
and i love giving it right back to you and more.
i don't anyone but you and i know that we are going to last forever.
it might have started as a dream but baby i promise you that i will make it a reality.
baby i will be your superman,
i will be there for you no matter the distance, i will fly to you.
i will give you all of me without expecting anything in return.
my body, heart and soul have been your even before we met.
i always felt in my heart that there was something missing and i didn't know why,
but when you got to my life the whole that was eating me away just disappeared.
you are my reason for living, i have had too much time without you and i'm glad you are here now.
more them 7 billion people in the world and all this time me searching for love not knowing that love was looking for me and then it finally found me and it gave me a gift and it was you.
you were all i ever wished for and more.
you are truly perfect in my eyes,
with all your flaws, mistakes, problems, everything that you think is imperfect with you.
you are beautiful and i don't care that what anyone thinks.
i love when you act mad at me just so i can pay extreme attention to you and end up spoiling you.
i love how you make that sound just to make me happy and how you laugh with me.
i also love how you see me looking at you and act like your hopeless just so i can lean in for a kiss.
all these things and more are just parts of why i love you so much.
you make me want to work harder just to see you be proud of me.
i like bragging about you and i love when you talk about me to your friends as if i was a treasure.
i love when we dance together and how we just forget about the world when we are together.
every time you touch me i till get butterflies even though i don't show it.
when you look into my eyes its like you look into my soul....
then you say those magical words that puts me on the edge.
''i love you''
i never thought that those would be my favorite words in the world till you said them to me.
when you hold my hands its like a shock wave in my body that i love having.
and hen we kiss its like.....
there are no words to describe the way i feel when you kiss me.
you say that you love when i take control.
''its like catching lighting the chances of finding someone like you''
yes i am this cheesy, but you love how cheesy i am.
i love when you say my name and then smile right after,
baby i love everything about you and much more.
i love you with all my soul and i don't know how i was even living before you were in my life.
thank you for being my life and for caring and love me with all your heart,
thank you for everything baby i really appreciate it.
i hope you this made your day and that you remember it when you are feeling sad and i'm not near.
10/21/16- the day my life actually started and i started living.
thank you again, i love you.