Notes

Pumpkin - Today at 8:41 PM
Claire is FUMING to Phil
like so hard
Bismuth - Today at 8:47 PM
Why?
Pumpkin - Today at 8:47 PM
Phil just gave CLaire permission
to beat up Kuyaya!
LOL
As long as it's outside.
Bismuth - Today at 8:47 PM
Interesting.
Pumpkin - Today at 8:48 PM
Oh, because Kuyaya was a huge bitch to Claire without provocation. Claire was actually really upset.
Bismuth - Today at 8:49 PM
Oh, I never said I didn't understand it.
Pumpkin - Today at 8:49 PM
Oh you said Why.
I misunderstood.
Bismuth - Today at 8:50 PM
Still, if Claire would try and beat up Ku, she can try it.
Pumpkin - Today at 8:51 PM
I don't know, Claire is opposed to violence against non void creatures. Especially after coming out of the void as part ogre....but she's also extremely upset with Kuyaya and is of the opinion she can't return to the cafe without being treated like shit
Bismuth - Today at 8:52 PM
Hah, it's not the cafe, it's just the fact that Ku cares deeply about children in her own way. She'd rather have been ignorant of both Mint's fate and Claire's pregnancy.
Pumpkin - Today at 8:53 PM
If she cares deeply about children why would she be upset if Claire is pregnant and happy with it? Also didn't she view mint as not a child? That was her argument the whole time."
Bismuth - Today at 8:53 PM
Simply put, you'd have to find out in character.
I won't mince words, Ku is in a giant RP rut right now even after the break up.
Hell, she hasn't had sex since... well, since she was Shirane.
Pumpkin - Today at 8:55 PM
I'd find out in RP
but every time Claire sees Kuyaya she's treated like shit so....likely not going to happen
Bismuth - Today at 8:56 PM
Well, she tried. She tried as much as she could, but she does have a habit of shooting the messenger.
Pumpkin - Today at 8:57 PM
makes me sad
I like RPing with you
Bismuth - Today at 8:58 PM
Same... but I personally can't RP all that well around Claire these days... it's really hard when I'm not on Ku and even when I'm on Ku, it gets super awkward.
Pumpkin - Today at 8:59 PM
Really even when Claire is just chatting and being friendly?
Bismuth - Today at 9:00 PM
Yes, I'm still personally getting over KuxClaire.
However, Ku's animosity is entirely over Claire's pregnancy.
Pumpkin - Today at 9:01 PM
Why???
She's wanted to get pregnant forever
That's a big reason she left Ku
Bismuth - Today at 9:02 PM
Mhmm. It's not about Claire, she's worried about the child. Same reason she would never have let herself become pregnant when she was Garlean, questionable heritage is a way to get a really fucky childhood. That and the fact that it was unplanned.
Add to that how dangerous Claire's lifestyle can be at times, a child is a perfect target for people trying to get to her.
Pumpkin - Today at 9:03 PM
That makes sense.
Bismuth - Today at 9:04 PM
Responsible.
That is one thing that Ku would not consider Claire right now. It's not about her, it's about the kid.
Pumpkin - Today at 9:04 PM
kids...Ku didn't stay long enough but
triplets
Bismuth - Today at 9:05 PM
Exactly, Ku would have gone off the rail.
That or the madness mantra of 'It's too soon to be sure. It's too soon to be sure.'
Ku's stance is, "I'm not saying what you're doing is right or wrong, you just need to consider more than just yourself when it comes to this kind of stuff."
Pumpkin - Today at 9:07 PM
Yeah she is though, that's why Claire is pissed because she thought it through and is being responsible. Ku just judged her without asking anything.
EIther way, CLaire tgot Phil to talk to Kuyaya, and said she'd rather that than personally handle it...she doesn't want to take Phil on her offer to allow Kuyaya to take a beating.
Bismuth - Today at 9:11 PM
Phil won't be able to get Ku to waver on her stance. Not unless she hits all the right buttons which are right next to the nerves that would pretty much have Ku not associate with Phil for a bit.
She's stubborn, envious and bitter when it comes to anything Claire.
Pumpkin - Today at 9:16 PM
It's less "waver on your stance" More "don't be a dick to people in a business."
Because Claire is outright saying she doesn't think she wants to go to cafe Jalloh because she'll have to put up with Kuyaya, which also means Jalloh could lose an employee
Bismuth - Today at 9:17 PM
Oh, that's not what I'm talking about. While Claire was there, she didn't consider her a client or an employee. She considered her 'Claire'.
If she was being a host, she would treat Claire professionally.
Pumpkin - Today at 9:18 PM
....
Bismuth - Today at 9:19 PM
To Ku, there's a big difference between being professional and being herself.
Pumpkin - Today at 9:19 PM
I don't have much to say
That thing you said about Mint being the character you've hated more than any.
Kuyaya is that for me, especially sicne she's a wall tha tbars me from RP with you.
but I'll get over that
Bismuth - Today at 9:20 PM
hugs.
Yeah, I can see how that's a thing.
I'm just... I'm in a gigantic character rut right now.
I can't make characters, the characters I do make I have no drive to play and Ku is in the largest rut ever.
Pumpkin - Today at 9:21 PM
I was hoping to help with that rut but
yeah....
she's hard to be around and like
Which is butts because I enjoy your RP
Bismuth - Today at 9:22 PM
Same here.
I just get super jealous of everything you get to do.
even started to gather people for a Kuyaya kidnap/rape plot, but toned it back the instant her horniness dropped.
Pumpkin - Today at 9:23 PM
Yeah I...actually get that a bit from people. A lot of people I romance RP with end up jealous that Claire is such an active character...it kind of sucks, both for them and for me
Bismuth - Today at 9:24 PM
You bring out the worst in me sometimes... It doesn't help with the animosity I get from people I've RPed with in the past... and the split from Roses...
Pumpkin - Today at 9:25 PM
I Bring out the worst in you? But I'm just trying to be nice to you and RP....
Bismuth - Today at 9:25 PM
I know, you're an amazing person. I just never knew how jealous I could get until I met you... and the Roses...
I'm terrible at sticking to one thing... it was hard finding something I could actually do that with... and now I want to branch out and do other stuff but I can't.
Pumpkin - Today at 9:26 PM
I don't really know what to say... I do't like this.
Bismuth - Today at 9:27 PM
And the part that ticks me off the most, more than anything, is how people react to Ku.
Pumpkin - Today at 9:27 PM
I don't know how that is outside my company.
Bismuth - Today at 9:27 PM
Specifically, she is 'the one lalafell that trancends lalafells' to some people.
She is the exception to the 'all lalafell are to be cuddled and nothing more' mentality.
I've actually had someone tell me that Ku is the only lalafell they've had interest in and they get approached by a lot of them... I didn't approach them. They approached me.
Pumpkin - Today at 9:30 PM
I don't understand you
That sounds like a good thing yet it ticks you off
I don't understand any of this
Bismuth - Today at 9:31 PM
AND YET I HAVE NOT DONE ANY NOTEWORTHY RP OR ERP AS KU SO FAR!
Pumpkin - Today at 9:31 PM
...
Bismuth - Today at 9:31 PM
And by that I mean meeting new people that she didn't know as Shirane.
Pumpkin - Today at 9:32 PM
I don't know much what to say.
I think it's best we likely don't RP. I don't want to be around someone I bring out the worst in. I want to make friends and RP and have fun, make good stories and build a community....I don't want to bring out the worst in someone.
That's.....not okay iwth me.
Bismuth - Today at 9:34 PM
It's really fucking unfortunate, I want to RP with you and all that... but when I talk to you... there will always be Claire. I understand why people were so pissy about me changing characters constantly. Because they met X character and then I'd move because I couldn't continue playing them, but they'd always know me for X character.