Notes

I didnt sleep that night. I just listened to Griffin snore as I stared at the walls. The walls were just white which was kinda boring. Maybe Griffin will let me paint them. I turned to look at Griffin who was sound asleep. He wasnt too bad when he was sleeping. Probably because he wasnt hitting me or trying to fuck me. I slipped out of bed and went into the bathroom, shutting the door behind me. I stared in the mirror. Griffin had made me change my look so many times I barely recognized myself anymore, I dont know how Jared could tell it was me. I currently had maroon colored hair that was shoulder length. My face was mostly the same but Griffin made we wear a lot of makeup to cover up bruises so the other boys didnt know he was abusing me. Not that either of them cared, well maybe Cody did but not Ace.

"Alex?" Griffin called from the bedroom.

"Yeah?" I answered.

"What are you doing, come back to bed." He demanded

"Okay." I sighed, "Its so boring in here, can I paint the walls sometime?" I asked.

"Sure, whatever." He mumbled.

I laid down in the bed trying to keep my distance from him, but he pulled in into his chest and wrapped his arm around my waist. My butt was right up against his crotch which made me feel so uncomfortable.