Notes

To : Arikawa Haru ( Harucchi )
Eto.... I dunno what to say but I rlly want to write this for u. Harucchi.... I hope we can ride a ferris wheel together someday, I rlly hope that. Gomennasai this Thursday and Friday also Today Saturday I can't chat with u. My phone is taken away by my sister. And u know I'm a phone maniac, so if my phone is taken I'll do a self harm. I'm afraid I can't hold my self harm, I rrly like to chat with u and Akira, I can't stand it to part with u for a few days. I don't know what kind of self harm should I do. I usually make a cut in my hand with a hairpin. I can't stand the pressure, it's like my phone is the part of my life. I'm rlly stressed right now, I want to cry so badly, but I can't I have to be strong infront of my sister, mother, and my father. I don't want to dissappoint them, what should I do Harucchi? I want to kill myself , I rlly want to.... I already thought of it a long time ago, but I didn't do it, bcs I met u my life became so fun. I want to chat with u more, and I want to meet u watashi no virtual oniichan. If u come here bake a cake for me pls, a strawberry one, strawberry is my favorite. Also pls teach me in cooking, I can't cook at all, only the easiest food in this country, do u know indomie? that's what kind of noodle i can cook. Ya.... I rlly like to meet u, if u want to come to my house without a reason, I think you're not a hentai at all. I was happy when u said that words. I'm blushing so hard hahaha. I still don't know much about u but I think someday I will. If that day comes, I'm gonna tell u about my life. Do u remember when I said I like 2 person? That was my ex and u Harucchi. Waaah don't make me blush after I'm saying this word. And.... I think I know why Akira will get jealous and worried when u send your voice to me. He was afraid that he can't be with u anymore like "If someone likes him, what would I do? I like him too but I'm a guy. What should I do?" like that, and moreover he's brother complex. I hope u can live on a longer life, I want to meet u so badly Harucchi. I already imagine what kind of things we can do when u and Akira is stay over at my house hahaha. I thought of something like "Playing together, and we go to some place together, Play in an amusement park." Uwaaaa its too much, I'm afraid I can't speak with u again so i wrote this bye2 Harucchi san. <3
From : Your kawaii ( waaa jst kidding -/////- ) imouto
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