Notes

Hey just wanted to apologize for last night :) Tbh it was mostly just because in all honesty I didn't want to be just someone you hooked up with or not even, that you like snap chatted and sexted in secret after being like really cared for by you ya know? I want the sex back and all that but not like that, where you're hesitant to even be friends with me xD I was the happiest girl in the world and when it ended so abruptly I was really sad for a while, ask ben or jackson or the girls and then I was okay and just missed you and wasn't sad anymore, and then you come back to I presumed be friends and I was super up for that and then you offered the sexting thing and made it seem like it was that or nothing and it just isn't what I want from someone I used to dance around the kitchen and do stupid stuff and laugh with and talk with and sing with. I thought I meant a little more to you maybe not nearly enough to get back but at least a little bit more than just a no strings secret fwb but it's ok I understand people want different things :) I just have to keep in mind what I need too :) I hope one day you'll realize you made the wrong choice but if not