Notes

December 03, 2022 - Saturday
I woke up early despite the thought that I didn't have enough sleep last night since there's something bothering me. It's already 8am in the morning now but I still didn't get up in bed and hadn't done anything yet even my breakfast. My mind is still occupied about what happened last week where I finally discovered to myself that I had enough of the drama and realize that I should start being mature enough to prioritize important matters rather than unnecessary dramas from toxic people around me which only gives me no good in life. If I still allow them to make me feel bad about myself, then they would continue doing such until I'm drain. I didn't realize that I'm already sitting in the right side of my bed until I gather my consciousness and I started looking for my indoor slippers so that I can finally start preparing for my breakfast.

After having breakfast, I went to our neighbor and offered them that I can do their laundry in exchange of money to help me get through the day and to have money for my daily allowance in school since my mom is facing tremendous financial crisis while on the other hand, I longer accept money from my father since I got tired of hearing his countless toxic and hurtful words. The neighbor agreed and after 3 hours I'm finally done doing their laundry and now I already have 350 pesos in my hand, I started walking through the market's direction and started buying foods for my lunch and dinner.

My life is tough right now and as the days passed by, I realized that if I let myself be drown and helpless then I might be no longer living and I realized that life is too beautiful and short to spend it suffering. Therefore, the rocks that has been thrown and they will be throwing at me will become my strongest motivation and inspiration to strive more and work harder for the things and dreams I want to achieve in the future because I believe there's always rainbow every after heavy rains and storms in our life.